- You think I do not understand this! - In me again began to boil resentment at Angelica and regret that she left me. “But you can't order a heart ...”

Vlad tried everything he could think of to make me forget Angelica. Nothing helped. Then he decided on drastic measures. I always thought it was a coincidence. Only almost a year later, he admitted that he had planned everything in advance.

Since Vlad and I lived together, we never had any problems with being alone with a girl — we decided to be one of the first to take this issue. It is always easier to negotiate with one neighbor to give you a room for an hour or two more than four. But I also knew that not all guys bother about the fact that someone hears or even sees that they have sex. More than once I heard that they invited girls to themselves, turned off the light and everyone had sex with his chosen one on his bed, not paying attention to others, and on the contrary, they said that it was encouraging. And although I have repeatedly said that I never belonged to the timid top ten, nevertheless, my fantasy completely turned off when I tried to imagine that I would have sex in a room where there would be some other people.

That day Vlad came home with two girls. We met. One name was Masha, another Katya.

“Vlad, and you're a lucky guy,” I joked. - These two beauties snipped off. Share with me.

- Whatever wanted! - he joked back. - So I immediately took and shared. I need them myself.

The reason for inviting them to yourself was the coursework of the girls. They asked Vlad to help, because either the topic was incomprehensible, or they were busy and they had no time to work on the course. It is strange what they do at all, that there is no time to study. Vlad naturally agreed, he had done these course papers for them long ago, and now they have come to pick them up.

- You too, girls, design yourself, - said Vlad. - I'm just too lazy to do this extra work, but I made the decision from beginning to end.

- Thank you, Vlad. How can we thank you? - asked the girls.

“Nothing, let's take a look,” he said modestly.

“Girls, my teapot boiled,” I intervened. - Maybe make up a company with Vlad?

“We are pleased,” the girls agreed.

Masha somehow immediately stuck to Vlad, and Katya showed great favor to me. We had a nice conversation, had fun. The girls were even more bold than a dozen than me, because they themselves began to transfer the conversation to a very juicy theme of love and sex. And then Masha generally kissed Vlad, and not just on the cheek, but on the lips and quite passionately. There was no doubt that she did not wish to limit herself to this kiss alone. I was taken aback. I look at him with surprised eyes. Like, what should I do? Leave? And he is waving his head, they say, do not go anywhere, stay at home.

“Dan,” Katya said. - You do not want to follow the example of Masha and Vlad?

- Why, - I understood everything. These girls have long been accustomed to not be shy in front of each other. - You can follow. Will we turn off the light or will it not disturb us?

“We'd better turn it off,” Masha said, and pressed the button herself, because she was closest to the switch.

Then she pulled Vlad to his bed, and I was already on my own with Katya. We started kissing. I have not had sex for almost two months. I was still waiting for Angelica, and therefore I failed to fail with other girls. Well, the last time and did not really want to try. I'm tired of everything. Perhaps that is why I was able to get excited pretty quickly. And Katya also knew her business very well.But I could not relax. After all, was near Vlad. And even if he was doing the same now, I still felt very embarrassed.

“Dan, why are you so clamped?” - Katya did not understand. - Have you ever had sex?

She was shameless and simple as slippers. I was even embarrassed by her question. I was even more embarrassed when I heard Vlad's laughter.

“No, Katya, he was engaged in sex, only he never did it in the presence of outsiders,” he told my secret.

- Do you yourself have such an experience? - I laughed in response.

- Of course. Really, Masha?

“Yes, it was,” she confirmed. Her voice began to change to a strange, intermittent, stretched. And then I heard the rhythmic creak of their bed.

“How can they do this and talk?” - my eyes widened in surprise.

I looked at Katya. She smiled a mocking and condescending smile.

“I feel as if I’ll deprive you of virginity,” she said, admiring and anticipating the future pleasure.

“I can't wait for this to happen,” I humbled.

Then I remembered the day when I really lost my innocence. How he was very different from today. If, God forbid, instead of Ksyusha, I would get Katya, I would have hated sex.

She herself unzipped my pants, she used the condom herself, and having saddled me, she began to move. I felt that she was enjoying herself, so I relaxed myself. I have never had such rough and consumer sex. No feelings, no caresses, no pleasure. Pure physiology. There is a need of the body, there is a mechanical act and there is an orgasm from this mechanical act.

“And you are handsome,” Katya praised me. - Brought me to orgasm.

“Actually, you brought it yourself,” I said.

- Do not tell me. There are guys who do not wait and do not pay attention to girls. Repeat again sometime?

- Contact if you want ...

The girls left as businesslike as they came. To bring myself in order, I needed only to fasten my pants.

- Vlad, what was it? - I asked, not hiding surprise and disappointment.

“I didn't understand,” he said. - Apparently they wanted to thank me for the course.

- And I have something to do with it?

- Well, how can I know? Maybe you just liked Kate.

- Do you like it? - I was surprised.

- Well, did you not like Katya at all? - asked Vlad. For some reason he was nervous.

- Katya? To me? What are you talking about?

“But she’s pretty,” a friend argued.

- Yes, she is pretty, I would even say that she is beautiful. And apparently not stupid. But she is insensitive. She loves no one, even herself. And not because it is an egoist, but because it simply does not know how to love, I answered with bewilderment. Didn’t Vlad understand what this duet is?

- What are you talking about? And how do you know this? - now Vlad was surprised.

- Do not you see yourself? She was satisfied only because I allowed her to jump on myself. Yes, I show more tenderness and feelings when I satisfy myself than with her. This is a mechanical robot!

- That is, you did not appreciate this kind of sex?

- Why? Appreciated. I can even say to whom and when such sex is needed. I need, because now I am very disappointed in the relationship with the opposite sex. And such, degrading women, sex is just the right thing. But I don't like him at all. I did not get pleasure, I did not enjoy it, did not enjoy the girl. I just got a discharge for my nervous system. But now I know that I will never agree to such a discharge again. It’s better not at all than to discharge so much.

Vlad hit my answer. I do not know exactly what he felt, because he did not have the opportunity to “read” him, but not even from a distance I realized that he was surprised, and unpleasantly surprised by my answer. I suspect that he may even be angry. After all, in fact, I criticized Vlad himself, that he did not refuse, and he “forced me” to have such sex. Maybe that’s why he didn’t find anything better than to reproach me with Angelica again. But I was not offended, on the contrary, ... Read more →