being a teacher at school, but in character she likes silence and tranquility, and choosing between pennies in the school and the same in the museum, she chose the latter. She has a second normal job, she’s already earning as much as she can lure people into the tour. trips. Anna with secret hope is interested in this moment, whether I plan to rest in Egypt or Thailand, ready to throw out a heap of advertising information about the charming waves of the Red Sea or no less charming touches of Thai massage, but I shake my head negatively, and she continues a story about yourself

Of course, this whole story was not told to me at a brief meeting at a table in a cafe, but recognizing individual details at different times, both in the Internet and during personal contact, I made up just such an idea, and I want to describe her life situation right now.

But with family, children and grandchildren, I did not guess. Her parents died early, one after another, during the first year after graduation. There were 3 sisters, Anna was average. The eldest was married a long time ago, she lived with her husband and children separately. And the youngest, who also soon married, managed with her husband to carry out some frauds with the common house, whether it was the breadth of her soul or thoughtlessness that Anna signed either a donation, or a refusal from the inheritance, the house was instantly sold "Green card, and they dumped in the United States, asking Anna to stay with her older sister until they received citizenship and issued an invitation to her.

Almost 15 years have passed, and there was no invitation, as was never expected. Being a smart girl, Anna very quickly realized that she was just thrown from her elementary, and it seems that the closest people after the loss of her parents were her sister and son-in-law. But she did not become embittered, she continued to live at her measured pace in the family of her older sister. And when a crisis broke out a few years later, the son-in-law lost his job, and no one canceled the payment of loans, she did not have enough money in her sister's family, Anna decided that she would not be a hostess and a freeloader. And she will make money herself, even if by prostitution.

Her sexual experience at that time, tentatively at her 35, was minimal. She was 19 years old, during a two-day entertainment trip outside the city by a student company, she lost her innocence with a guy whom she didn’t like being in love with, but just liked like a man. “It was not painful and not pleasant, but rather in no way, and even ridiculous,” Anna later told me. “I thought, was it really the apotheosis of love, about which I read so much in all the great works of world literature, and was eager to relive these feelings personally, are these hurried and fussy movements?” The guy very quickly left her after the second meeting, and Anna's assertion is quite true. “I looked awful then, didn’t know how to dress, make up, abused the most incompatible colors of clothes, cosmetics and accessories. She considered that my beloved should love me only for my spiritual essence, rich inner world, and external beauty and passion in physical love are secondary and are not even needed. ”

She had good sex with her second partner, when, by the same friendly group, at the end of their studies at the university, they went on tour. a trip to one of the Baltic countries.“Tall and beautiful, sporty and calm, I did not understand myself, what attracted him to a small, plump, luridly made up girl? Maybe because on the eve of the trip I studied the culture and art of this country, I could keep the conversation going at a decent level, and not just in terms of goods and tourist attractions. ”

Sincerely forgetting about her sexual experience of three years ago, she told the imperturbable Balts before sex that she was virgin, and was very surprised at his surprise when, however, he quickly found out that she was not a girl. “Yes, yes, I forgot, I'm sorry, you are the second,” Anna told him and was embarrassed by his loud, but not offensive, but good-natured laugh, with the sentence “Well, of course, whoever is not the first, is the second, of course.” Trying to make amends to such a sympathetic and intelligent man, Anna decided that he should become her first in another form of sex - oral.

“But I already liked it, and very, very much! Kissing the barrel and licking the head; suck now slowly, quickly; twirl the penis in the mouth and tongue around it; imitate swallowing and biting; listen to the groans of a man and feel the twitching of his body; to realize that it is me, such an ordinary, unremarkable girl, who does not enjoy the furious success of representatives of the opposite sex, can so arouse a partner and bring it to the peak of pleasure; to extract seminal fluid and swallow this clot of masculine energy — it was great! ”

Having spent with him all five nights in a hotel room (the days were occupied with the usual tourist schedule), Anna did not spend with him even three vaginal acts, all the time blowjob-blowjob-blowjob, and once a kuni. “Physiologically, I finished, I can not say anything, with exactly the same sensations as from my hand or a jet of hot water in the shower. But the extravaganza of sex, elation, full enjoyment of the process, I have experienced and experience only from a blowjob. ”

Before the day of departure, crying from the overwhelming feelings that the young girl considered the gift of heaven and eternal love, sucking for the last time, confusing the words of her native and Russian language, confessed her feelings to her partner, promising to write him and call him every day, assuring him that He will finish his studies and will move in to live with him, he confused her a second time. He did it a shame this time, but let's be fair, it was necessary. So that the girl did not fall in love without unconsciousness and did not do anything stupid. Laughing at her confession, where the pronouns and “you” and “you” sounded, he clarified:
- So who do you love, Anna? Me or my ... - he clicked on the head of his standing member, who a second ago she let go of her mouth to speak more clearly the words rushing from the depths of the soul.
Anna was confused.
- And you ... and his ... Both of you, or both, or two, as it is more correct to say, ugh, what a difficult language.
- Here it is, - he once again clicked on the head of the penis, - every man has it. And there will be love when you fall in love not with “two or both” (imitated with its accent), but with one of your only and unique ones. In the meantime, suck, do not be distracted!

Anna dososala. She was offended at that time, but in her heart she understood that he was right. In no monument of world literature (even in the Decameron, and she has not read the Kama Sutra) there was no mention of the love of a mouth for a member, but only of the love of a girl for a youth. "I decided that carnal love and spiritual love do not have a direct correlation, and that if it is destined to be such a coincidence in my life, then so be it, and if it is not destined, then no one will take away carnal love from me."

Despite such radical views for a young girl, nothing happened for the next three years in her intimate life (after graduating from the university, she worked for three years as a teacher of physics and sometimes mathematics in the middle classes of the most ordinary urban school).

The next ten years passed under the sign of a sluggish office romance with the director of the aforementioned house-museum, who was a distant relative of the famous poet and was himself a poet-essayist-story-writer, between us, very, very average hand. I didn’t understand very well in my time, whether Anna first got a job there and then became his mistress, or first became his passion and then only he arranged it there, but her comments about the PEN director drew this image:

“He was the smartest and well-read man, he knew in a plot and plot all the imaginable works of all the authors that I had ever heard. He could analyze any literary work from the point of view of historicity, truthfulness, style, figurativeness, he understood music and painting, architecture and linguistics, he was familiar with both the authorities and the opposition on a friendly footing, he was respected in power structures and among the criminals (here it was rather in the loud name of his famous relative-namesake, imagine the relationship in Russia to the indirect, but a descendant of Lermontov or Yesenin). But outside of the literary and artistic conversation, he was terrible. He was an eternal whiner and eternal dissatisfied, he did not like the weather outside and the dishes in the cafe, the loud laughter of young people at the festival and the quiet cry of women at the funeral; he constantly complained about his health and did not want to be treated, because he considered doctors to be medicine men, and healers - to be charlatans; He always wanted to go somewhere, but before he could leave, he complained about how bad it was and how he missed his homeland.

When we began to meet, I, having understood his character, began to shorten the pre-intimate time as much as possible, because he, apart from the period of courtship, when he crumbled with nightingale trills trying to seduce me, and so, when I became his mistress, I began to consider me my man. and instead of talking about high literature and culture, instead of stories about various funny and instructive stories that were with the greats of this world, he began to complain, resent and whine. Stop his nagging could be one way - to take his dick in his mouth. He began to get high from sucking, and I caught double from the same sucking and his silence. The third buzz began after his end. After falling briefly into the euphoria of the blowjob, he quoted the best lines of our national and world poets, compared me with goddesses and heroines, showered with compliments and aphorisms, in a word, again appeared to me a gallant intellectual, for which I continued this closeness. He also valued me, and as an employee, and as a mistress, he never said a bad word, if possible, so as not to be clearly noticed, wrote out prizes and gave gifts. My 10 years with him are the last 10 years of his life, his age is from 50 to 60 years, and I think that he clearly understood, he will never have a young mistress (25-35 years old), and looking at his fat and a sluggish wife, it was hard to believe that he had ever had sex with her, and even more so that she sucked his dick. ”