She was 17 years old and in a few months she was finishing school. The most difficult thing during these few spring and summer months, while she was taking school graduation exams and then entrance exams, was a permanent self-restriction on meetings with a guy. He did not seem to be in love with her, began to offer daily meetings, he dreamed that after he served in the army, they would marry. According to rumors, he grabbed with one of the friends, who in his presence said about Marina, who passed by:
Well, butt, like a nut,
So asks for a sin!

Clearly realizing that he was not a couple to her, not even feeling friendly feelings towards him, not to mention love feelings, using only his services of a sex machine, she was afraid to simply attach to him and give in to requests to be him and only his girlfriend. Not for this, she had been saving herself for almost 18 years to become the girl of just one guy, the more he began to clearly advertise their relationship, believing that no one would approach her if they knew that there was a boyfriend. But Marina had her own plans for the future, and she successfully implemented them.

Having successfully passed the examinations to the institute, she obtained from a good daddy (who was a typical businessman of the era of change — either a goal like a falcon, or she set a hundred dollar bill on a cigar) set a one-room apartment near the institute, saying that she couldn’t stand the way in public transport, traveling twice a day from sleeping outskirts in the city center. Threatening to otherwise apply for a dorm room. Daddy was horrified by the word "dorm", I thought that real estate is always in price, the apartment will be a very weighty item in the daughter's dowry when it comes time to marry her, and only instructed Mommy to visit her regularly not so much for the purpose of controlling the moral appearance of the newly-made student, how much to feed with tasty and high-calorie food, so that “at least someone looked at it, and that’s scary, skin and bones, it’s a shame what people think, we’ll starve it with hunger”. Mom worked for 20 years as a teacher at the same school where her daughter was studying, and of course Marina knew her schedule with all the windows.

For Marina came paradise life. The institute chosen by interest, new girlfriends, not like the former from the crowd, their own apartment in the city center, within reach of all the best shops and cafes, cinemas and theaters, cultural and popular places. And students, young lecturers and experienced professors - this is not boorish cattle. With them, not only nice to fuck, but also to talk. They are not only in bed gentlemen, but also after, and they faithfully observe this promise to keep silent about the connection, even when everything is behind.

She wanted nothing from her men. Nothing - in terms of material and financial. Her father provided life with money, her mother delicately taught her to be a hostess in her own house, her studies went smoothly, not just on the “fives”, but without the “triples” definitely, that is, sex with teachers was not entirely due to the desire to get marks for free. She wanted one thing from her partners: a small initial flirtation, which she herself usually initiated, a brief walk or visit to a cafe, when she found out the most important thing about how much you can trust him in terms of “talker - a find for a spy,” and then sex, sex, sex.

In Marina, I, DD, saw my mirror image. It is the mirror, where the right and left are interchanged, and not a strict congruence.After all, this is how I would have behaved if by some miracle the gender mentality of people had changed. And it would be generally accepted that women fool men, seek their favor, try to drag them to bed in all honest and dishonest ways, and men for some reason consider it good to refuse to have sex, to keep on the verge, but in the end, yielding to harassment, they get your maximum buzz. So why all this red tape? Make love, be happy!

Moreover, if I at least remember by name all my partner-mistresses-girlfriends and the majority of prostitutes, I thoroughly remember all the circumstances of the first meetings with any woman, signs of typical sex and atypical features, I remember almost everything they told about themselves, especially intimate plan, then Marina, as she figuratively illustrated, most often it was. “I sit in a minibus, I'm going somewhere. A man in two rows smiles, catches his eye, begs for a conversation. I nod in response, but very restrained. The face is vaguely familiar: either I saw in the lobby last week in the theater, or yesterday in line to the ATM I had nothing to do with a pair of replicas. Coming out, I remember - a pancake, but I fucked him in the fifth year ”.

But perhaps it’s not the peculiarities of my memory that play a role, but the law of large numbers. I asked about how many men she had. Here, too, I have with her, at least at the beginning, the initial similarity was.
- I also considered my men, at first it was quite interesting how much I would have them at all. But by my 20th anniversary, the number 100 was already a past stage. I simply gave up counting them. So now how much - I can not even say about. Five hundred? Surely more. Thousand? Surely less.

With such an attitude towards sex, it seemed a bit strange that other types of sex, that is, oral and anal, she did not master immediately in her first year, but with a significant lag after defloration at 17. Oral was tested by her (both blowjob and kuni) at 19, and anal as much after graduation, at 25 years old.

Marina told me about her thoughts on oral and anal sex:
“Playing in the courtyard or school, willy-nilly listening to the unprincipled curse of maturing boys, I naturally knew the expression“ suck forge ”or“ I have your mouth ipal ”in all variations. It was definitely negative and offensive. Having started to be interested in sex and read on these topics, I began to understand with my mind that it was, on the contrary, a very exciting process, to keep the dick in my mouth, to suck, to feel it being lifted, to make rhythmic movements, to suck now completely on half a penny, then deeply, to work the mouth of the eruption of the seed, savor it and drink - one of the equal topics of my girl fantasies was blowjob. I would love to, if I could turn the clock back, would suck the members of all my lovers, from 17 to 19 years.

But y'know, DD, I was alone then, and not only the replay mats printed as abuse and insult, but also the stereotypes prevailing in my school-yard environment played against me. Any boy, even the most notorious hooligan, admitted that having grown up, he would marry and fuck his wife, she would give birth to children, there is nothing wrong with that, because his parents also fuck, once conceived and gave birth to him. Any girl, even the most modest, recognized that the time would come, she would love and get married, and she would fuck with her husband and give birth to his children. But suck ?! It is dirty and humiliating, we will never suck - it was the unanimous opinion of the girls in our neighborhood.

It’s nice and cool when you suck a fuck - it was the unanimous opinion of the boys in our neighborhood, but you can't kiss her, you can't walk with her, you can't eat or drink from one plate-glass, otherwise you will be considered a nipple, only with cancer, because you can touch your lips by chance, having sucked once, the girl has no right to refuse to take any member in her mouth, and automatically becomes a common bedding. The same legends among us girls went about licking the clitoris.Like, if there is a guy who you knee clitoris, it is nice and cool. But then you can not kiss him, you can not walk, and in no case can not even touch his penis with his finger.

Now you and I, adults, it is funny to hear about such nonsense. But then for me the total score was 3: 1 not in favor of oral sex. For it was only my fantasies, and there were opposed children's impressions, the attitude of boys, and the attitude of girls. And I didn’t need a student of my age, but a young teacher, older than me ...