depth, the old age to regain peace of mind after such a sharp turn of fate ...

Giving load to my body, I constantly returned in my thoughts

to the situation:

Well, “I got a slap in the face” from Lenka - and most likely it hurts me not what she put at the forefront, but all the same my egoistic feeling of offended dignity. - After all, the initiative came from the girl! It was she who took the first and irrevocable steps to break, in general, without listening to either my or her father's arguments ...

Although, after all, I was the first to subconsciously prepare for the possible cooling of our relations even ahead of time, even immediately on the first day of our appearance at the sanatorium.

Yes, and what actually happened, deadly sad, if the girl was raised in such a way that would not accept a different role, as the only and unique owner of her beloved, reduced to the position of faithful, but still a slave!

A slave who does not even have the right to deviate from the canons and foundations

hammered by parenting ...

So it turns out, if Lenka had not been so categorical in his perception of my donation, perhaps nothing serious would have happened ...

In addition, and this is natural, all the guys do not become attached instantly and irrevocably to free girls.

Each young man probably wants and tries to friendship with many girls, and sexual contacts in plural quantities are not excluded, until he chooses a suitable "candidate."

Therefore, Lenkin's claims of uniqueness, irreplaceability and originality - from the very first minutes of their acquaintance, perhaps, have a very high bar.

And in fact, we only knew each other for a few days! - not such a long time to fall into hysterics from the lack of selflessness and affection for each other! ...

Gradually, “sober”, I was increasingly freed from the shackles of conventions created by myself, when analyzing the situation.

Well, she did not want to create a family with me, but we still could remain good friends!

So no! The girl chose to take advantage of her father's power and immediately broke off all contact, burned bridges, mercilessly broke off all the strings connecting our souls and organisms!

Well, such a lesson once again gives reason to think - what if it is so categorical not only in questions that have just touched us both?

What if it is the style and manner of its masterful egoistic behavior in general? And if I did not fall under the spell of the purely external beauty of the little girl, and would my further future not turn into moral and physical slavery from the powerful and unbending mistress of a newly created family?

In general, everything turned so that our early break turned into a blessing for both of us!

In short, Lenka herself unknowingly, acted subconsciously wisely, freeing me from my so annoying attention at the initial stage of the formation of our feelings and relationships!

And at the same time changed the situation, getting rid of the undesirable and disliked practices, however, it was not entirely legitimate using the “daddy-like connections”!

“Well, then,“ for the royal children, the royal care! ”,” I came to a wise inference ...

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Returning to my place on the shore, I was already able to soberly reason and evaluate my condition.

Substituting the young body to the warm rays of the sun, I again and again mentally analyzed what had happened.

- “It's a shame, of course, that everything happened to me with a beautiful girl, who, moreover, had not yet managed to acquire a gentleman!”

Wounded self-esteem brought me back again and again to the memories of our last evening, when Lenka, in a fit of sexuality, exposed her chest to me, a belly with a piercing in the navel and pressed to my bare torso with her tender pimples of her papillae ...

ABOUT!!! How entangled our tongues in love ecstasy, how gentle and sweet were our kisses! It is impossible so easy to take - and delete from memory !!! I hope so strong impressions left pleasant memories for Lenka ...

But let it remain on her conscience! The whole stupid initiative of the final break ... That's what I learned for myself at the conclusion of everything that happened:

Of course, this is a serious lesson for the future. Everything!!! Enough "to waste"!

Lenka - for me, finally cut off a slice and let him blame yourself! Having calmed down finally, having come into balance, I was able to turn off this direction and mentally put an end to this matter ...

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