I will not hide, of all 15 donors, I subconsciously singled out the nicest, in my purely intuitive girlish look!

And Marya Ilyinichna, experienced in such matters, suggested to me that the guy with the number 730 should be considered the most promising and indicative guy for reports !!!

So I was not mistaken in my own subconscious sensations!

Having told you about it, I still did not expect any surprises.

We lay down on the sofa, and youth took its toll - our arms became more and more sexy!

And when, in unison, we exposed our bodies for closer contact, I was completely unaware of embarrassment, began to stroke your irresistible, smooth, tanned body ...

And at the same time, involuntarily before my eyes a picture of a naked guy number 730 appeared ...

Without knowing it, I began to compare his body with yours.

For my purely girlish curiosity, I wondered if you were capable of such a serious load as the conception of an unborn child, whether your organs of birth are sufficiently developed and whether they have the same endurance and productivity as that boy's.

After all, if you want to become the father of our unborn child, and it is this fantasy that guided my curiosity - then are your abilities comparable with the “exemplary” capabilities of the 730th?

But suddenly I discovered your indecision and, frankly, shyness in mastering purely female parts of the body — breast and what is under my panties.

It would be possible to write it off on your inexperience in dealing with the opposite sex, if not for the doubts that arose in my mind at the time of unity of our bodies ...

But already then one could have guessed that your timidity is completely justified - after all, donors are forbidden to have sex outside the laboratory ...

In addition, it is very much, albeit to the touch, your male tubercle under the swimming trunks resembled its dimensions, a member of the test guy under No. 730 ... Indeed, among 15 volunteers, only one genitalia was much larger than the standard size!

I was embarrassed, because of course I did not see you naked before, and could not confidently say anything by this strange coincidence ...

But fate was willing to dot the “i” !!!

You yourself, apparently on a wave of frankness and intimacy that began, simply could not conceal such an important secret from me!

To your credit, you could not have known that after reading the test program, I would still find out the truth in just six days, when all donors would be required to undergo a routine physical examination.

Then too, you could not cover your face and we would look into each other's eyes ...

Your secret became clear yesterday, and I felt the whole range of conflicting feelings for you! Any girl secretly wants to create a strong family in a happy marriage!

Well, pray tell, creating our family - could I surrender to you sexually as the future mother of our children, knowing that our child will be for you, if not thousand, then at least among the hundreds who are artificially conceived by your sperm ?!

I would subconsciously, from memory, begin to compare your orgasmic moans at the time of the culmination of our intimacy with those of your moans in the machine, and with the moans of another 14 donors writhing in the “machine” from excess lust !!!

How could I share the conjugal bed with you, knowing that your beautiful body was more than once peeled, inspected, measured and photographed for the purpose of publication in the catalog of promising donors for conception? ...

Looking at these photographs and data tables, completely foreign couples will evaluate your appearance and sexual characteristics, and - choose a father for THEIR, half-shared, but not YOUR, alas, unborn child!

And to know that for it, you once received a considerable fee ...

How can I consider you the only man in my life, a protector, a colleague and a partner on our joint life path, if at any moment, using a thumbed track, doctors can again attract you to replenish the sperm bank ?!

For payment, of course !!!

You accompanied me to the hostel, and I, without losing time, immediately contacted my parents, explaining the complexity and complexity of the situation. Dad was trying to reassure me, saying that donation is an honorable duty, and so on ... and so on ...

And I just couldn’t imagine that looking at you, Sanya, I’ll just not be able to separate for myself the image of a naked guy - a donor in a machine for extracting an expensive elite product, waving in ecstasy with his big dick and chatting with his full sperm eggs - I will not be able to separate this image of the “manufacturing bull” from that Sasha, a modest and well-read guy, gently and tenderly embracing his beloved girlfriend ...

And I just can’t bear such an emotional load, also because I will be witnessing more and more sophisticated experiments on my beloved every day!

Experiments that are more and more alienating the most valuable for us - the individuality of lovers, the intimacy of their relationship, closed to prying eyes!

I finally realized that - the only way to stop all this whirlwind - should be our separation, as soon as possible to break, so as not to give feelings and events a new turn, not bringing relief to both of us!

That is why I persuaded my father to urgently change my practice site and IMMEDIATELY send me away from our possible meeting!

So I deliberately do not inform you of the name or location of the polyclinic, where I will arrive at the time when you will read these lines.

And do not try to find me! No sense from this silly venture anyway will not work!

Farewell, my beloved Sasha!

Even if fate is destined to twist our life paths again, know firmly: We will NEVER be able to become spouses.

The alienation, which has arisen because of your donation, has already forever passed between us. Alienation caused by the consciousness of the impossibility of creating a single and strong family ...

Goodbye! And do not seek too harshly, forgive me if you think that I needlessly took the initiative!

Your failed love, your unrequited partner in bed -

LENA C-- - WA ... "

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The letter trembled in my hands, I shook with nervous shock, unable to believe such a sudden complete rupture of our relationship ...

After half an hour of aimless swallowing of air, I finally began to calm down and got the ability to think everything over:

- my current position, and Lenkin sudden departure to nowhere ...

- "Well! What to be - not to be avoided! ”- a beaten saying went round in my head ...

I slowly walked in the direction of the dining room and clearly noticed the absence of our sojourn stay together with Lenka at this midday time ...

In the dining room, as always, it was stuffy, and I simply could not have an appetite after what happened ...

To regain my composure, I decided to go for a swim, swim, exercise the whole body, thus alleviating a difficult moral state ... There were quite a lot of people on the beach, but not so much that Sunday crowding was formed.

I spread the mat on the sand, I eagerly rushed into the cool refreshing water and purposely with increased load swam to cleaner water in the middle of the lake ... And the body gratefully replied to me with a surge of fresh strength, joy of the muscles that had come into motion and the awareness that I was young , full of energy, healthy and can enjoy life, outdoor recreation and fresh air!

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