But he didn’t object because of such smallness, they had a few intima oral ways that were usual for Tanya, and then got married.

I remember that during some conversation flashed that after a few years the intensity of marital sex inevitably decreases. I asked Tanya this question:
- And when you want sex, but the husband does not stick himself, do you somehow encourage him? And how exactly - in words or actions?
- More often by actions.
- Oral?
- He also likes Blowjob, but the most effective method for raising his member is like that. I take off my underpants, turn my booty to him, and rub my buttocks against his cock.
- An invitation to anal?)))
- No, no, it’s only in my fantasies that I get fucked in all holes, and several men at once. In real life, I will not give it in the ass, because it was very painful, there was such an attempt, I don’t want to try again, and I won’t decide on the group.

Some kind of evil rock circled in black pencil Tanya's entrance and graduation from the university. If the first course began for her with the death of her father, then after the end of the fifth year, diploma protection in the eighth month of pregnancy, and almost immediately after the birth of her daughter, when Tanya went with her infant to the 5th anniversary of her father's death, she hung in her parent already two photos in a black frame. In June, her mother died, forbidding to notify pregnant Tanya of her death, so that suddenly she did not lose the child.

- I became an orphan at 22 years old. I had my first gray hair, milk was gone, I began to smoke, otherwise I could become an alcoholic or I would have lost my mind. I am very grateful to my husband, he is my invaluable and reliable man, my support and stone wall, he was with me all the time, he was afraid that suddenly I would lay hands on myself or even make some kind of stupid thing, so I was shocked by this. Do not attend the funeral of neither father nor mother. When I loved them and idolized them.

Director
The untimely death of parents, of course, hit Tanya hard. But life went on, she had a little girl who had to be raised and fulfill her mother’s duty. She had a loving and beloved husband who tried to do everything possible for the family. She had an interesting and promising profession that she liked, and she said that she was studying some new methods and forms of work in her specialty, not only during working hours, but also from home, visiting relevant websites via the Internet.

Despite living in Krupnogorsk, Tanya was very attached to Ensk. Several times a year she came, visited the graves of her parents, stayed with her brother, was a good aunt to her nephews. She found with us and clients, fulfilled some orders for them, that is, these trips combined personal and business interest. And here she was caught by another life blow, under the influence of which she remained during the beginning of our virtual acquaintance.

Successful fulfillment of the contract was marked by a feast and a party in a small firm. Either having forgotten about her peculiarity when taking alcohol, or vice versa, having decided to release the brakes for fun, Tanya had her eye on the director of this company, seduced him and slept with him. When they say "director", a solid, sophisticated person in years appears in his mind. But in her case, it was a young and handsome unmarried guy, let's call him Max, a couple of years younger than her, who, with her own efforts and work ability, created the company and kept her afloat. The next day, he embarrassedly apologized to Tanya, calling her again “You,” wrote off everything that happened to strong drinks and fiery dances, promised that this would not happen again, that he would never say anything to anyone, and expressed the hope that will not affect ongoing successful business collaboration.

But it was too late. Tanya fell in love.

She continued to work with this company, used the slightest chance to call him (ostensibly for business reasons) to come to Ensk and go to the office (just to see him), but she never managed to hold an intimate meeting with him. And Tanya was very depressed and saddened by this. At the same time, recognizing that his finger is enough for her to leave her husband and move with her daughter to Ensk, not even in order to marry him, but simply to have the opportunity, even occasionally, even once a month to have his sex partner.

I felt very sorry for her. I very vividly imagined what it would be like for me, if my beloved, losing for once and taking magic sex, would apologize the next morning and say that it was an accident that would not happen again. Before my marriage, I was unrequitedly in love with one girl, and for years I tried to achieve her somehow. I did not achieve a damn, I did not even get a kiss! And if there was sex, at least once, then most likely the love would not pass, and I would be in the same unhappy state of mind that Tanya was in.

I wanted to alleviate her condition. I often talked to her for a long time on a variety of topics, including sexual topics. We called up and sms with her, we were engaged in virtual sex, she dumped her erotic photos on the soap, and I wrote to her about how excited and how I would like to be with her. I wanted to make her understand that one man’s refusal to have sex with her does not mean that she is not interested and unattractive in the eyes of other men.

As I understood, her virtual preferences were like that. She loved sex, violent, furious, selfless, with elements of violence and rudeness, fantasizing about how a few men brazenly have her, insulted along the way, put on display to everyone, scoff at how it flows, how excited, how asks to fuck her and give her in her mouth, how they put her cock deep down her throat, cum in her mouth and face, make her suck droplets and lick her head to dryness, as they bring the clitoris almost to the peak and then caressing her to stop cum o pulling as much as possible orgasm But all this is exactly up to that second, until she finishes. As soon as she experienced an orgasm, all masochism and the desire for debauchery disappeared, you had to gently embrace, kiss, speak kind words, how beautiful, desirable, beautiful, wrap like a little girl, tell a fairy tale at night and watch in delight as she sinks in a dream.

And somewhere in my subconscious there was a substitution of concepts. Consciously, I set my goal to divert her attention to myself, to interest, to forget to some extent about my Max, to let her know that if possible, I will have sex with her in her favorite style, but not giving up repetitions. And at the level of the unconscious there was almost my love for her. I began to think a lot about her, to wait for our evening conversations via ICQ. During the day, seeing some funny or instructive case, I thought “we must not forget, Tanya should write about it”. I really liked this transition from passion to tenderness and back; we modeled in our conversations different situations and our behavior in them. And, as it seemed to me, she completely understood me, and with what desire she went for a virtual contact, with the same she would go for real.

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