then somehow everything is in that position. ”

Deciding to get all the possible experience, and wanting to somehow help the girl, too, to get at least a hint of pleasure, the guy remembered that in front of him her chest and crouched on the nipple.

The girl laughed - ticklish. “Damn, I didn’t expect such a reaction, at least groans ... well, at least theatrical ones ... I tried to do something nice. Maybe wrong? ”Another couple of attempts led to the same result.

It’s not that Batyr felt like a dummy, he was just very surprised that it was not so easy. The secret of caressing female nipples, he did not grasp, although, mind you, he showed keen interest.

Then he directly suggested changing the position, to which she, not immediately understanding the meaning of the request, nevertheless reacted and stood on all fours. Again, the black woman herself tucked the guy's dick where necessary and again he felt that he had lost his valuable experience. At first, the position did not seem very comfortable, but then, as a true admirer of the great and terrible Venima, he took the black woman by the waist and understood how to work from behind. He straightened up in his back and just started pulling the ass of the fairies towards him, splashing not with eggs, of course, but with his hips against her buttocks, which were very nicely swaying from her hips. Again theatrical moan. "Well, everything will work out here!" ...

It didn’t work out ... Batyr is slightly sweating, but he understood that nothing would bring him to the end either. Having surrendered, he sat down, and the girl, having spat again, - “Does his teeth spit out? Well, I'm not so harsh ... "- started sucking, occasionally caressing the testicles with her hands. Again, the involuntary desire to watch the TV show.

“Poor girl, but she doesn’t take stubbornness ... She’s probably tormented for about ten minutes ... Damn, it becomes painful ... what good will tear the hell out ..." In between the blowjob she nadrachila member with three fingers, sometimes with two hands - one pulled up, the other at the base down: “Oh-oh-oh, tear off the same damn gum - it hurts. As a professional to a professional: do you really think with three fingers along the barrel to achieve something? Considering that I am so unyielding, it is necessary to pay more attention to the head, perhaps, or to work with the whole five ... "

But then Batyr came to the rescue ... Who would you think? Venima !!! The timid attempts began to present themselves as a participant in the fifth chapter of Thoughts Out Loud ... Oh, she hasn't come out yet ... In general, he established a telepathic connection with the author ... No, he was already familiar with the draft version ... well ... In general, he tried to present the queen Cassandra, who he scolds and fucks in his mouth on the spot of the girl (don't worry about the spoiler - Batyr's fantasy is wild and this is his adaptation of the draft). “It's interesting, but can you take her by the head and really fuck you? Actually, this is rude and does not seem to be included in the program of paid classics, although the devil knows it. In general, I would not want to offend her and pay for additional services, too, I will limit myself to fantasies ... "

Honestly, it did not help him. That's the thing ... Cassandra is NOT UNLIMITED!

“The power of thought is cool, but my imagination is not so violent as to mentally replace it with something else ...”

History is silent as Batyr was able to save his boyfriend from tearing off and again put the girl on all fours (for him, this is a mystery covered in gloom). But, he made the right decision - this pose seemed to him comfortable and most sexual - because of the girl’s wavering buttocks and the more active role he played. He even tried to caress the clitoris ... But, alas, could not grope for him. "What a surprise ... I thought everything was easier ..." I squeezed my chest. Incompetently, of course, and so, having touched a couple of times. He noted that he did not understand whether it is possible to fuck, sitting on his stomach on the back of the girl and, having doubted not that the pelvic flexibility is not the same as the length of the penis, he continued without experiments.Deciding to bend his line, hitting his imagination and silently mocking at the unfortunate queen, he silently fucked the black woman. And, oh, a miracle, Batyr felt a ray of hope somewhere in the groin area ... Increasing the pace and realizing that it was not so easy to work at high frequencies, he again caught the familiar feeling of the solo exercises and, continuing, brainstorming, did not let this chance go.

Strange, but he finished, knowing full well that he was not doing this for himself, but to reward the girl’s efforts: “I tried after all ... And I didn’t react at all, which means I don’t find her attractive, I don’t want to offend the girl. .. "

A black woman with a smile on her face removed a condom and wiped a member with a napkin. Then she retired, leaving Batyr to sit naked and to think whether it was time for him to leave. But she came back and lay down next. A conversation ensued, during which it became clear that she speaks English and she has bad diction, that she is from Ganna and is studying in a St. Petersburg university, working to pay for her accommodation. Batyr liked the conversation, especially because he was able to test his conversational English. But it seemed to him that she and he did not know very much. “I feel sorry for her a little ... I wonder what's with her mouth? Damn, I hope not a sore ... “During the conversation, the girl asked for money for beer. "It was not worth 2, 5 thousand, but I can not refuse the girl, especially since this is her bet for everyone and the award for the efforts she deserved."

Batyr confessed that this was his first time, and summed up, confidently stating that it was bad. Naturally, she smiled and said that it was not bad at all. The conversation was strained, the guy did not know what to say at all, but she smiled and asked why he was so shy - the hero's eyes really didn’t know where to look, they avoided her eyes. After a heart-to-heart chat, Batyr noticed that it was already time for him, she agreed and, smiling, followed the look of the guy who was wrapped in a towel and with all the things going to the shower.

There, he got Miramixin, filled it up to the very least ... "Oh, damn it, pinching it!" , fish dishes and iodine, Batyr still endured the procedure, poured some of the contents of the bottle on his pubis and rubbed overgrowths.

Having washed and dressed, the boy went out, having missed his recent partner who had passed by in which the mother had given birth. She went into the bathroom and proceeded to the stall without hiding behind any curtain or anything else. Even the door left open. The guy just at the level of the reflex closed the door, catching the gaze of a black woman, who was again surprised at his manners and smiled.

Batyr himself did not expect this from himself. That is, he did not intend to behave in a secular way at all, in order to leave a good impression of himself. He did not even think about this action - just the girl was naked, we must close the door. He himself was pleased that he was still not so bad in the long run, and the gallant cavalier would completely leave him. Saying goodbye to the woman who provided the girl and leaving the building, Batyr could not remember the name of his first partner, and in fact they met in the process.

After he satisfied the hunger at the local fast food, our hero decided to analyze what happened:

“I remember what my younger brother told me several years ago when describing his first sex - he did not like it. I, too, did not get anything particularly pleasant. I doubt that any kind of sex. No, just a lot was wrong. Firstly, participation - for the most part it was not. It is difficult to have feelings for a complete stranger, there was no talk of passion. If in bed with me there was a girl close to me ... the attitude is completely different, no routine is happening, admiration, a desire to make nice ... Hmm, I just lay there and somehow didn’t really care about the girl’s feelings. It's not that she is a prostitute, I just concentrated on my feelings and only occasionally thought of a partner. It is not right.The problem is not only in the lack of ability to make a nice girl, but also in the absence of desire - I just forgot about her needs. Another condom - no sensations at all or frankly painful, and without it, sex is possible only with a constant partner. Perhaps the fact is that it turned out to be cheap ... Blowjob was not diverse, she did what she could, or rather she got used to, without taking initiative and forcing me to take everything into my own hands. It’s also a bad thing that everything happened in complete silence - I just didn’t know what to say, it was as a bystander. No, in bed, probably, not to talk, but then something must be done with your mouth, and most importantly ... Hmm, could this not have been the result of my hobbies in my soul? Feelings are different and all that ... I do not think that the problem is that apart from the hand, nothing can stir me up. She was not to my taste, I didn’t want her, and even if we recall the fantasies that brought me to the necessary condition ... speaking of conversations ... It is very likely that I like more the option of humiliating my partner. It would really be very interesting for me to be active in a blowjob - just fuck, and not let suck, say something nasty during intercourse, maybe ... E-my ... something I can't imagine myself in the role of such a mate Dominator ... I'm too good for girls to humiliate them. Especially with my beloved ... Never, reading stories on such subjects, did he imagine himself in the place of the rapist. Or represented? ... Perhaps I find it interesting to watch? Oh ... what the hell knows. Knowing yourself is a good thing. But in what format? To meet with prostitutes - I don’t think it will be much better, to practice with different partners - I don’t like it. Keep waiting for that one? How can I find a common language with her in bed if I do not understand my own desires? Will I be sensitive to my partner? I would like to ... One way or another, it's a matter of experience. While I do not know how to save it safely and without harm to others, but problems must be solved ... Damn, I’m kind of like a man, although I don’t get her position, I didn’t win a girl order. And yet I dispelled some overly romantic dreams about the process. I had sex ... Damn, yes, I never kissed a girl! That sucks - fuck, fuck, and never kissed ... Well, the first damn lump! "

This closes the first chapter of the Formation. Of course, there will not be stories about Batyr's experience with his girlfriend if ... that is, when she appears - this is too personal. But perhaps he will do something else that will not be taken so seriously. Wait and see.