got a mistress. She was afraid of losing him. With heavy thoughts in her soul, she shared her anxiety with her friend.

- You're right. You need to have a baby, - the first thing Natalia could advise. “The child will bind you tightly.” In general, you can give birth to a child, or rather get pregnant?

- I do not know. I checked, everything seems normal. Yura also says that he was at the doctor. With Edward, I applied remedies.

- Condom?

- No, he does not like this toy. There were different ways.

“Perhaps that's why you're not pregnant.” Then, maybe artificial insemination, now it is practiced. There is no question of adoption. All the same, the child will be a stranger, ”Philo-Sophie argued her friend.

- Listen, what if the problem is in Yuri. After all, he had two operations. Try to conceive with Edward.

- What are you, stunned! - scared Svetlana. - How will I introduce my husband to another child?

- Do not worry, they look very similar. Yuri is unlikely to notice the substitution. Yes, and give birth is not necessary. You can have an abortion.

- Yeah! - Svetlana shook her head reproachfully. - First pregnancy and abortion. Then there will be no children.

- Then give birth!

“Easy for you to say.” You have two of them.

- Well as you know. I would like to try.

And only two months later, Svetlana decided on the proposal of a friend. Yuri and the group were going on a hike, she refused, there was a lot of work. There were last trainings on a country simulator-re, in "Romance". There was a lot of work, and he often traveled with a group to a simulator. It was their most difficult trip.

On Saturday, seeing off Yuri, Svetlana waited for Edward anxiously. Yesterday they made an appointment. Today, she should get pregnant, at least she wanted to. Yes, she still needs to buy a new outfit. Next Tuesday, a presentation at the country cottage, there will be overseas guests. Not to face such a woman to flaunt in the same outfit. Edward kindly agreed to help. At the appointed time, he pressed the bell.

Their proximity was as exciting as ever. It seemed to Svetlana that she feels like a new life is infused into her. This gave a special thrill. She forgot about everything. It seemed to her that it was not Edward, but Yura who was near in bed. Impressed by the thrill of feeling, leaving the apartment alone, she did not pay attention to the man sitting in the gazebo on the opposite side of the courtyard. She did not know that Yura had returned, just as she didn’t know that Yurin was a child in her for a week ...

The week flew by. Yura with a group in the mountains, Svetlana with a foreigner in the gazebo at the very re-ki. How he dislikes her, but you need to "play." He paws her beautiful body, cuddles him. She feels sick, slapping him in the face but there is no way out. He presses Svetlana on the shoulders, puts her on her knees. Is he stunned? This is still not enough.

- Come on, give me joy, - drunk English speech is heard and swollen flesh jumps out of my pants.

“I can't do this,” protests Svetlana.

- You can, you should ..., - he with force presses Svetlanina's head.

- Not!!! - she tries to escape. - I do not want!!! It disgusts me ..., - but at this moment the rearing member penetrates her mouth.

- And you were afraid, silly ...

A jet of hot sticky liquid rushed to my throat, the reflex worked ...

Svetlana frowned, the reflex was repeated. She knocked Edward off of herself with force.

- Light, what's wrong with you?

- Get out! You disgust me. You ruined my life - she screamed as she got up.

- Light that ...

- Go away. And don't worry. The child will not be. Your child will not be - she clarified.

- Light, are you serious? - Edward did not believe what he heard. “But then, then the child will not be at all,” joy was felt in his voice. Many problems disappear.

She shot him a scathing look. Nothingness. And how could she be tempted?

- What have you done to me? Yes, you do not stand a little finger ... - she buried her pillow and sobbed.

Edward stood by, not knowing what to do.Such Svetlana, he has never seen before.

- Are you still here? Get the scumbag out of here, ”she screamed hysterically.

- Well, it's you cool ... Look, how not to regret ...

- What to regret? Are you fired from work? I'm not Marina. You could intimidate her. Me ... - Svetlana gritted her teeth.

“If I hadn’t accepted her, everything would have been different,” Edward said thoughtfully.

“She has nothing to do with it.” She forgot everything from fear as soon as she left your office. Leave ... - and, in a minute Svetlana was left alone.

There was a shiver through her body, she lit a cigarette and went to the open window. Stupid. Why did she speak so rudely to Yuri? Why did you tell a lie? After all, this is not true, she loves him, but what is happening with her cannot understand. Andrew, innocent guy, guarding Edward, involved in these matters. A lot of stupid things, a lot of mistakes. Yes, this letter from Helen fueled her passion. It was unknowingly, quickly passed. Eh, start all over again.

- Marina, honey, do not go! Suffer a little ... - sobbing, Yuri pressed her cold hand to her cheek. - Soon ... A little more ...

"Pin" sharply poked in the next hole. A quiet moan, barely perceptible against the background of roaring engines, said that life still gleamed in it. Why is it with him ... What is he to blame before God? Truth be told, trouble does not come alone. But how much can ...? This can happen to anyone but ...

- Strong flows. A little shook. To the city about ten minutes. We will sit down near the hospital, they meet us there, - the second pilot stuck his head out of the cabin.

Yuri looked at the pale face of Marina, his heart was breaking apart. How stupid it all got. Well, why did he take her on this trip?

A dark night has hung over the city. Three hours Yuri sits on a chair opposite the operating room. All his life is floating in his memory. How many joys, how many sorrows. Here the doors of the operating room open and, without a mask, the surgeon comes out of it. Yuri quickly gets up and throws a questioning glance at the surgeon with hope. He lowers his eyes and shakes his head. The world is collapsing under the no-gami. Tens of thousands of times darker, becomes a dark night. The second loss ... How much is this !!!

More than two years have passed. Yura remained alone. He could not find his second half. The image of a loved one always came to mind. Over time, anger passed on Svetlana. He did not see her during this time, but he understood her and forgave her, having learned the reason for treason. Other cases of Edward became known, he said goodbye to his career.

In one of the warm autumn evenings, Yuri, as usual, walked through his beloved park. Golden foliage, rustling underfoot, took him to a distant youth. He remembered the first date. How much joy and excitement. And now, unnoticed, excitement has crept into the soul. It became somehow alarming. Not knowing why, he turned from the alley to the winding path and met Svetlana. Their trails crossed. From surprise, she froze, releasing the hand of a cute little boy. Some incomprehensible warmth filled Yuri's soul when he saw him. The familiar outlines of the face, a wavy strand of dark hair.

- What is your name? - he squatted on his haunches and extended his hand to the little boy.

- Yula. And you? Are you my dad? - hope was shining in blue eyes.

- Yes! I'm your dad. My name is Yura too. We are namesakes, - from excitement, he pulled the kid to him. My heart felt warm and calm. He took the boy's pen and three people, slowly, went along the crooked path. The joyful little boy walked between the adults, trying to look into the namesake in the eyes. How he waited a long time for this meeting. And it will take many more years before everyone around you will notice that they like two drops of spring water.

Yura.

July 2001