All right, now seriously ... look at me.

I.

Deadly.

Seriously.

Here is a tool for you. Bend over. Pick it up. And that's all. All the pieces are almost lined up in such a wonderful, wonderful picture, all that is missing is the maaaaaalusenky Circuits ... come on, come on, throw off all your skin, finally, free yourself from this little silly little fool ... come on, ask me straight, and I will answer ... I will answer directly and frankly ... no more games, no pretense. Just you and me and the final act of our little provincial drama ... come on ... come on ... come on ... ask ...

“Is that ... did you ... kill her?

- Yes! Yes! Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! I did it! I finished this old marazmatichku! And you know what? It was damn easy even somehow boring ... oh, Tommy, what is it ... how is it ... come on pass ... oooh, Mrs. Sanders, I am so sorry so bad this misfortune is all such a terrible injustice ... oo, would you hear my cutie, what she said about you there ... whoo, those words are incredible words ... and how her eyes got on her forehead later ... so, can you imagine , uhhhhhhhh Tooommy, you kooooo heeeeeeeeee wheezed, you kootoooo nothing could not believe the purse old ... yes ... that's it ... yes ... I did it ... and I will continue to do it ... or youumaesh, drove off right now for the ocean and all? Write letters? Nooo, honey, I will find you ... maybe in a year, maybe in ten, but I will ... and when I find you ... oooh, how many new interesting ideas I’ll have for you ... how many new ones ...making!

- What for?

- BUT?

- Why are you doing this?

- Again, yes? I twist your soul here, and you! Hmm, damn, well, if so really interesting ... well, let's think about it. Aha I had a damn hard childhood, sheri, terribly heavy, no one understood me, my parents beat me and didn’t like me at all, we didn’t have enough caress affection ... What do you not believe? ... Yeah, well, all this garbage fucking this was not, I grew up in chocolate, no one touched me. No, my dear, you will not know them fucking. Ehhh, sad how can you shoot yourself? Why? You will leave, and I will stay here again alone. We'll have to pass the time somehow. Find a girlfriend. Then another. To loneliness brighten. When I am alone, I am so sad, so sad, you won’t believe, even though I’m like a wolf, I want someone to be there, someone soft and gentle like ... BAAAAAU! Blimey! here it is agility! That's what I understand! This is the mood! exactly what is needed! come on, come on, that's all you want, right? let's not fool yourself ... STOP YOURSELF TO LIE! LET'S LET'S LET'S LET'S GOVERNING TWAAAAAI!

Drew

- Yes! Yes! Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! I did it! I finished this old marazmatichku!

It's cold ... how cold it is so empty inside that he says it is not clear I don’t believe how it can be, I told him he just poisoned me just how did he say that there is no lie true lie true !!!

How could he, how could he, I believed that everything was just as good as now?

—... ehhh, sad how can you shoot yourself? Why? You're leaving, and I'm here again, one-clothes remain ...

Whatetotoetotoeto nevernyuneveryuneveryuuuuuuuu !!!

-... Blimey! here it is agility! That's what I understand! This is the mood! exactly what is needed! come on, come on, that's all you want, right? let's not fool yourself ... STOP YOURSELF TO LIE! LET'S LET'S LET'S LET'S GOVERNING TWAAAAAI!

Nooooooo !!!

Nicoletta

LET'S LET'S LET'S LET'S GOVERNING TWAAAAAI !!!

DDAVAY WHAT YOU ZHDOSHVOT IT BEFORE YOU ONLY ONCE AND FOR ALL NOTHING MORE MORE NOBODY EVER ANYBODY AND NIKOGDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!

MMMMMMNNNEEEEETAAAAAAAA !!!

Drew

AAAAAAAA !!! On you bitch fucking fucking on NAAAAA !!! Bitch fuck Shmara fucking because of you all fucking because of you fucking naaaa !!!

And you stand bitch there! I SAID STAY FUCKING ON THE PLACE !!!

Well damn well what a bitch here and got rid of damn here and damn ... bitch ... bitch ... damn ... how I hate you! Bitch ... I love you now ... Bitch ...

- Drop the fucking gun!

SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP I HAVE SAID YOU STAY THERE !!!

- PUT FUCK THE FUCK BITCH FUCKING FUCK !!

STOPPING FUCKING DO NOT APPROACH BITCH STILL FUCKING TO DO ...

- I DON'T KICK FUCKING QUICKLY FALL THE STUMBLE FUCKING!

SHUT UP FUCK IT THAT YOU ARE ALL YOU ABLE OF ALL THE FAITH FUCKING AS YOU COULD A FUCK FUCK STAY SAID STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !!!

- THE LAST TIME BL ...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!

Tom

Ufff ... what's this? Is that a fucking thing? What ... how ... how ... in the chest ... warm ... how warm ... so easy ... never before ... so warm ...

One hour later

Nicoletta

Something someone says to disassemble nothing rings just without stopping and screaming. Miss you are in order miss you are in order miss in order of miss in order of miss ... you can give me your name can you? I thought everything I thought everything I thought and now? everything? sat opposite. there. on the floor down the wall. tears tears. I didn’t want didn’t want didn’t want nekhotelanehohelnogohola forgive forgive forgive forgive forgive.

Mama. So tight. Yes. Do not let go more. Never. Never ever. I never again. Hold me tight, stronger, stronger ...

Just do not go away...

EPILOGUE

Cuddle up to the glass. Cool. Nicely. Rushing trees outside the window, birds. And I. Far, far away.

Spring. Long awaited. So good Good. Nothing else.

Sometimes only pain comes back. And fear. And they. At night. Come. Laugh Torn apart. But from those nightmares you can at least wake up.

Mom is near. All is well. Good. Good. Look at me. Smile Kiss. I love you too. Highly. Highly.

Called Brian. He said he was waiting already. All is ready. Parents are already exhausted, when and when. Where is Nicole ours? Where?

I smile. For the first time in so much time.

I close my eyes. They are no more.

Only you.

Favourite.

Wait for me, I will soon ...