... or financial castration. Here it is more convenient for someone.

I want to warn you that these fantasies will remain safe only as long as they are fantasies. If suddenly you like this story madly, and you notice, remember: in reality everything will be completely different. Do not even think so play! Although, honestly, this is everyone's business ...

Sincerely, your humble servant - eric.

Many will not understand me, but I finally decided! I admit, the decision was not the most difficult, but still. I always wanted to try something that would not just make my thrill feel, but literally explode my emotions! I ask you in advance not to condemn me, because everyone has their own passions, I have them like that. I, a wealthy young man who voluntarily transferred all his money and all his possessions to a woman unfamiliar to me. Every last penny! At the moment, I cannot afford even a small fraction of what I could afford recently. The woman turned out to be cruel and without any lisps put the author of these lines in such painful conditions that I still feel dizzy from such a flight down.

I, who easily turned over by the millions, now have to steam up “Doshirak” in the company of migrant workers. I, who yesterday had the opportunity to change women like gloves, now with a helpless look, see off the skirts. I, who yesterday had the opportunity to express anything and anyone, now I don’t dare to open my mouth once again. But isn't that what I wanted? Just that! Do you regret? Yes! And now in order.

***

Even at a young age, knowing the joy of communication with the fair sex, I quickly realized that something was missing in this communication. Some spiciness. Even if a girl or woman is good-looking and we had wonderful sex with her, I was doomed to experience strong depression after its completion. One day, my girlfriend started scolding and calling me names during sex. Then it was perceived as something new and terribly liked. I asked her to do it all the time and soon could not finish without her rudeness. After parting, I missed not even her, but her words. Then I met another girl - a born top one. With her, I met the sweet world of pain caused by a woman. That world was beautiful, but the parting lay ahead. And all because we quickly burned our passion and became uninteresting to each other.

Ordinary relationships with ordinary girls did not stick: I dreamed of mrs! But not just about the lady, who will humiliate and punish slightly, but about the posh domino, which will make you really suffer. Which really takes my life in their hands and will do exactly as she wants. And most importantly, with all this, I did not have my own opinion and the right to vote! That She and She alone decide who I am and how I will live. So that I could not tell her: “you know, dear, do so-and-so ... but I don’t like it ...” So that I resignedly at her feet and, holding my breath, I expected a completely unknown decision. But I was rich, and money, anyway, in today's world is a strong argument. Therefore, on my knees near the graceful legs of a woman, I understood that at any moment I could refuse to fulfill her whims. And if you get tired, I can even get up and send everything nafig! This situation did not suit me, it did not let me feel the full depth of what was happening. I wanted to be on my knees and know that in any case I could not go anywhere, and that now, at the click of her fingers, the cardboard box from the refrigerator would be my new home. And that I should be careful and obedient.

It turned out to find a woman ready to take my life in their hands, far from easy. No, stupid hens ready to accept endless expensive gifts - more than enough, namely, smart, beautiful and treacherous women, are very few.I did not want to be in the grip of a frank fool; I needed an intellectually developed and cunning person. Moreover, with all this, with good external data. These are the qualities of my lady. I believe that in my solid state, I have the right to be picky. Moreover, I chose not just the mistress, but the actual manager of my destiny, my property and my millions.

It took me three months, and to my happiness, I found such a woman. After some time I realized how lucky I was, because all those necessary qualities merged into it. She quickly understood what I wanted and on my neck began to rapidly tighten the noose, which I gladly put on myself. She squeezed the noose, though quickly, but very nicely and even played enough with me. True, I began to play no sooner than I realized that I was already powerless to change anything.

I could not imagine that when the noose was delayed, this woman, metaphorically speaking, would attach so many new “knocks” to me that I could not even move. As a result, it turned out that having pulled me with “ropes”, this insidious beauty did not just humiliate me, but completely destroyed and trampled into the mud! I crawled in her legs, praying for mercy, praying that she would return to me at least some of my financial solvency, but my words no longer had any meaning.

Quickly robbed to the thread, she began to drive me into an increasingly strict framework. I felt how you can instantly lose control of the situation and be not entitled to say anything. The flight from the summit to the bottom did not last long, in the end I was at the feet of the woman completely in a degraded condition. However, I felt quite different from what I fantasized about.

***

From my youth I did not consider myself a golden boy, although as I got older I began to understand and find out what envy looked like in the eyes of other people. Time passed, and I realized that I was after all. I grew up as a well-to-do child, then I became a major adolescent, and then a wealthy young man. I was otmazatsya from the army, everything was bought at the institute, and the workplace was immediately provided to me as a manager. In short, I passed the social frontiers thanks to the money and the connections of my parents. When they were gone, and I was left alone, I began to realize that not everything in this life is simple and smooth. But the inherited finances remained a lot and with proper distribution, I would have had enough of them for several lives.

The big business that my father developed was taken away almost immediately from me. Clever boys, lawyers in expensive suits, quickly made it so that in a huge enterprise I no longer even owned a floor cloth. Although the cloth, theoretically, belonged, as in the new board of directors, apparently making a joke, they decided to appoint me as an office and production cleaner. Then for the first time I felt some kind of incredible inner state, imagining how I would clean the floors, and my father’s former competitors would sit in the chairs of the directors of our family business.

Fear, shame, and arousal reversed my fantasies. Perhaps, if I had nothing more than this enterprise, I would have agreed to such a humiliating position, but at that time I had another minor business, a lot of property, plus money in bank accounts. So grieve and try yourself in the new role of a cleaner, I had no time. By the way, I later played such a scenario more than once with girls from an elite escort: amid all the events, my fantasies were kindled with a hot flame.

I met beautiful girls, had fun. He drank expensive alcohol, visited restaurants. I bought new cars, gave the girls gifts. I had no time to do business, and soon I lost my second business. But even then there was no time to get upset: I had the money as if I hadn’t even started spending it!

Every time everything went in a circle: girls, restaurants, luxurious leisure. After a year of such a life, I realized that I wanted something else. Namely, the fact that from the very youth she pursues me in sexual fantasies.This “something” was already almost completely formed into a clear desire, which I ...