her and thin eyebrows - she has a dad in the city administration, she is in charge of education, she has everything, or Marina, the second brunette in a white jacket, - I also immediately remembered her, long hair, - she is married, of course her husband does not know, but he is her teacher at the same university, young, not old, her mother is a head teacher at school, and her father is a director of a construction company, - Olya was silent for a minute, answered by phone, - they are all so or otherwise provided, for them it is well, as if to say, a hobby or something, are you married?

- Yes, - by surprise, I immediately replied.

- So you understand what sex is, not a duty, but pleasure, only at home you do not get money for it, and here she also earns money.

Yes, of course, there is a sense in her words, but what about respect, these are strangers, they are all different, not everyone can like everything, and there is just such a thing as love, and here sex is on the side, for money, you don’t choose , and you just say where and with whom, like a thoroughbred bitch. No, I do not understand, and this is simply called - treason, prostitution and all. Disgusting. I shrugged my shoulders, but some strange sediment remained, they were too happy, smiling, funny. Where is Isolde?

“Sorry, I loaded you,” Olya smiled and got up, “I'll run away for a minute,” she got up, left a smoking cigarette in the ashtray, an unfinished cup of tea, and I got up and went to my table.

I didn’t have to sit alone for a long time, I’m already not beginning to get angry at Isolde, where she’d dumped, if it weren’t for her jacket, she’d definitely leave, but a man came up and asked me to sit down. Who he is, I have no idea, maybe her friend, I did not mind, and besides, he was not pockmarked, humpbacked, but for some reason was in a sweater, and it’s summer outside, maybe he came from the north, some of them The villages still have snow, in general, it was nothing, even pretty. He sat down to introduce himself, Maxim, said that on a business trip, what often happens here and that I just wanted to talk and entertain, I agreed, no matter where I go. So word for word, we talked and did not even notice how time flew, once even invited me to a dance, and I immediately agreed. Everything was spinning in my head, as if I was on a date, he whispered the words, probably many people say so, but I was pleased to hear them, he did not bother, and with this he endeared himself. I saw that Olya returned, she looked and smiled at me, probably, I smiled at her the same, but my heart felt good from that evening, warm, as in my youth I warmed my soul.

He walked away, and I didn’t go to my table, but I went up to Olya, for some reason I wanted to find out more, I had never thought about it before.

- How do you like it? - the first thing she asked me.

“I don’t know,” she shrugged. I didn’t think how he was, it was just nice and I remembered his hands, his chin with a dimple.

“Take control of the situation,” she suggested immediately.

- What? - Toli surprised I was indignant.

- Do you like him? Right?

“Well, in other matters, yes,” I did not begin to dissemble, “but I am married,” she suddenly squeezed out of herself.

- Who asks you whether you are married or not, well, everything, I want it, it means that I act.

She spoke so simply as if to have a cup of coffee, she didn’t understand that I was married and she offered me sex with another man, what nonsense, I’m not one of her girls. And yet the words touched her, but I am not one of her girls, but the music of that same romance sounded in my chest when I went on a date many years ago and when my heart ached and I jumped with happiness, and then sex, so exciting, so awesome. Feet, what do I think about that nonsense.

“Er, I don’t recruit you, don’t just think, I just see what you want and that’s it, I’ve got a good look at it,” she said calmly and stroked my hand.

After her words, I really wanted sex, but ... no, not with him, but I still wanted sex, I don't even know why.

“No,” I replied, for some reason, timidly, at that time Maxim returned, approached us and bending over Ole gave a friendly kiss on the cheek, he didn’t talk to us, I blushed, the blood rushed to my cheeks, looked down he thought of me, he departed and sat down at my table, - client? - whispered Olya.

- Yes, our old and regular customer, from Surgut, comes to the Central Board with reports on forest processing, do you like him? She asked me again.

“Yes, but I ...” - pulled and added, “I don't think so.”

- And you do not think, Il, he is a client, sex is a pleasure, and pays decently, very decently, 7 thousand no matter how.

- Seven? - I was surprised, this is a lot of money, despite the fact that I did not work, but I knew that Victor paid 2 thousand a month to our governess, and then 7 thousand, surprisingly, I didn’t understand for that kind of money, and the doubts were not in the whole, although shocked, but in the fact that it was pleasant for me to think about it, as if I was going to go now and, and in my chest, something suddenly zanoet. Yes, I love having sex, I like it very much, I fly, soar, after it such a relief, but when a hand touches your body, caresses, kisses, when it penetrates you ... I blinked, as if I had already agreed went to the room. “No, I can't do that,” I said, and sat down indecisively, and why am I making excuses, some kind of nonsense.

“Ir,” she stroked my hand again, it calmed me, why she said all this, it poisoned my soul, I’m pliable, soft, and her words made an revolution in me in an hour, I didn’t know myself what I wanted, some more and agree, just for the sake of experiment, in order to understand who I am and whether I can do it. In rugi all caught.

Yes, once I had sex after the wedding, but I was not to blame for this, I did not make a decision, I simply could not refuse, therefore I did not think I had changed, I drank in the company, I could not control it, and at some point I lost touch with reality, I thought still sensibly and consciously, but the body refused to obey. He led me to breathe fresh air, I was grateful to him for this, my legs gave way, he dragged me into the back room, said he wanted to have sex with me and I just agreed, I could not help it, I didn’t even resist, and then now I had a desire to try, experiment, see what happens, because oddly enough, but I have a desire and this, despite the fact that I have told myself many times, no, no, I'm married and again not.

- Ir, - Olya reminded me of herself, - no one says anything to anyone, this is our little club, no one knows anything, and nothing comes out of this hotel.

Marina came in, the brunette with the young man, she held his arm and smiled at him.

- This is her husband, - having understood where I look, Olya said.

I was very confused, I didn’t even know what to say, probably an hour ago she was with another person in bed, and now she’s smiling at her husband, shame on her, but she’s happy, yes that's their business, I then where.

“Er, they are waiting for you, a man should not wait,” she smiled at me and let go of her hand.

I returned to the table, at first I wanted to leave immediately, so as not to tempt myself, but there were two glasses of champagne on the table, I had not drunk it for so long, he pushed the chair, and I sat down. Isolde returned, grabbed her jacket and smacked into the cheek, ran away, that's not grateful, did not even say thanks, only she really looked meaningfully at Maxim, then I was even afraid that she would sit down and start molesting mine ... I wanted to say - to the client, but changed her mind and said - to the man.

We sat for almost an hour, talked about everything, several times he invited to dance and each time I agreed, Olya then left, then returned, it became dark, and I didn’t know what to do, and time was not on my side and I didn’t want to leave, I was literally torn apart between and yes and no.

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