the distant feeling that here, here the wave will flood, and at this moment the sponges began to open, it felt so clearly, so detailed, it became crowded and spreading the knees of the side, she spread them wider. They divided my white body by sex, a dark brown stripe literally dismembered him and this target did not allow Maxim to tear off his eyes and I again experienced an orgasm, but this time I was not afraid of him, he looked at me not understanding what was happening, in other it happened often, he finished quickly, and I remained in no destiny, and then demonstratively putting one hand on his chest and the other on the pubis received his, and he as the only spectator looked at me, and I played for him.

Treason, the very notion of treason, is so deeply entrenched in me that I began to think about it in all seriousness, but I understood that it was so hard, and maybe it’s really worth making a lover, why not, because there are no obligations, but no, you will not get away from him later, he will demand something all the time, and I myself cannot keep it all in myself, I will tell you sooner or later. No, this is not for me, although this word, treason, and so attracted, and beckoned like a forbidden fruit, it tickled in the breast. I wonder how many women change at all, I don’t talk about men, but about women, that's how much, half or more, or I’m wrong. After all, it’s enough to change the husband’s thoughts once and for all; thoughts are not just the first step, it’s already an action, and I’m not talking about fantasy, but it’s a concrete decision that will change and present with whom, with my friend’s husband, with my boss or so accident , but specifically, as if I went on a hunt.

I have known Marinka and Leshka for about eight years already, when I was in school, I went with my sister on an archaeological expedition there and met them. She herself was in love with Romka, so she had suffered all summer, but now I remember Marinka, she is thin, her skin is naturally dark, brown, curly hair, soft on voice, but tough on behavior, domineering, if you take a closer look, but you always behave calmly , thoughtful actions, a sharp look and a thin nose, in childhood we called such people, don’t put your nose where you don’t need your nose, but it will pinch, this is about her. She quarreled many girls, she went to reassure them, but I saw that Marinka did everything, he beat off the guys, but not everything went like clockwork, many guys just turned away from her, that's just Leshka she lashed out, in a different way and you can't say, he is soft, kind, we often sat around the fire and sang songs with a guitar, he succumbed to her charms, threw Svetlana, she studied with Leshka and Marinka in one course, and after they left for St. Petersburg, Leshka began to teach as a young and promising scientist, but Marinka did not fall behind, gave birth and immediately took up her thesis. And now they came to my sister, in general, my sister is a separate conversation, she is a scientist, not married, devoted herself to science, rummaging in the ground, looking for the remnants of history, and now she has become the head of museum funds. If Leshka came to our city, then just a few days later, Marinka arrived, everyone whispered that Leshka was a henpecked, even felt sorry for him, but respected for his head. After I gave birth, I thus joined the clan of mothers, I was able to calmly, rarely, but already communicate with Marinka, she generally has a nose to the top, neglects everyone, is conceited, so I don’t really love her, but in other respects a business.

Valya, my sister, invited me to her place, and I also wanted to see Leshka, he is such a sweetheart, well, just a sweetheart, he is six years older than me, and this is the abyss, when I’m only twenty-three years old, but this is not felt in conversations therefore she gladly agreed to join and drink some tea in the museum catacombs.

Leshka matured, became more skinny, the beard sticks out, but still the same restless, everything says and says, if of course there is his topic for conversation.We gathered at the end of the day, my sister can afford to close funds for protection when she wants, there are many rooms, two floors, shelves of books, cannons, sleighs, chests of all sorts, endless rows of clothes hangers, a whole room for boots, felt boots, sandals and even heaps of everything, especially scary to go to the weapons section, there are kept helmets, swords and shackles. And since I’m the sister of my boss, they let me go everywhere, and I love to watch, only someone constantly looks after me, everyone looks after me, everyone is afraid for their collection, well, so that by chance I don’t confuse it, I don’t stand the shelves , and I can.

After the funds were closed, everyone gathered in the reception room, set the tables, turned on the kettles and took out some cakes, I adore eating them. Time flew by is not noticeable, no one else in the way and did not hurry to leave, there were a lot of us, probably fifteen people, mostly museum workers and those who went on an expedition before, just talk and talk, because many people live in other cities and beyond their nose outside the office rarely show.

I managed to whisper a little with Leshka, as I love him, well, not so, but just like the guy, thin, blond, but most importantly what eyes and how he can talk beautifully, honey. I listened to him having hung his ears, winked at him several times, in the old fashioned way, as then in the taiga near Nefteyugansk, and he took me and answered, I almost stopped in surprise, so serious, almost a professor, and winks like a boy. And in other matters, I liked it and thought danced in my head, I looked at them, and I myself thought about him, which he tried to listen to the conversation, but thoughts flew not there. Unable to stand, I got up and went to roam the funds, they say that spirits roam here, she used to be afraid of this, but now she has matured and only wandered around the rooms with a smile, then in other it can get lost. One room enters the other, there is a hall, then a lattice, a transition to the second floor, and again you descend to the first, a new turn and a new hall or someone's office, it looks like a maze, and not a thoughtful office. I returned to the waiting room, no one seemed to notice me that I was leaving, only Leshko and Victor, a student, a trainee, paid attention to me. Leshka got up and went to pour water into the kettle. I quickly ran after him and caught up with the improvised kitchen, pressed against his ear and whispered.

- Leshka, how I miss you.

- Irishka, you matured, grew up like that, became like this, - he also wanted to say something, but I was ahead of him.

“Yes, I am now a wife and mother,” and then leaning against him, looked into her eyes, they took shine from him and added, “and I also love sex.”

It was like a bolt from the blue, she didn’t even expect it, but in her stomach everything started to growling and her chest ached, danced, it became fun and easy on the soul, it can do that, not afraid, just take it and say it.

- Seriously? - for some reason he asked me.

“And you thought I was still the same girl who cooks porridge,” and squinted into her face.

His eyes sparkled, he did not show his sight, but I saw myself in them, and it seemed to me that he hugs me, kisses, I saw it all in a split second and did not wait any longer and decided, come what may, the heart and jumped, toli with joy, toli with fear, I do not know, but having decided on it I said.

- Do you know where the office Mihsanych?

“Yes, there at the end,” and he shook his head somewhere.

“I'll wait for you,” and after a while, watching her reaction, she added, in about five minutes.

And without waiting for an answer, smacking as a friend on the cheek slowly, as if experiencing herself, went deep into the labyrinth of corridors. The heart was so torn, it seemed the blouse and that bounces under his blows, it all rang in my ears, what did I say to this, what did I suggest to him, what am I doing myself? Everything was spinning in my head, but I didn’t want to seek an answer, but on the contrary drove away these thoughts, didn’t even want to think about it, I wanted the opposite.

I quickly found the same room, ran through nearby rooms, nobody, Mihsanych's office itself, was passing, quickly, as if afraid to be late, closed the opposite door on the latch, walked in the opposite direction a few rooms, ... Read more →