Can you suddenly feel affection for a complete stranger to you?

About two years went in a minibus with one girl. The first time was sitting opposite her. I tried not to openly look at unfamiliar girls, I have a strong look, I noticed her only when she “struck” for me with her look beautiful eyes and for a second our eyes “clashed”. The feeling was unforgettably strong, almost like when you look into a deep well.

I began to look at her imperceptibly: tall, handsome, stylishly dressed, but I was captivated by the fact that she was reading a book.

Her face reflected all her experiences when reading. I got the feeling that I know her. It seemed that we are with her internally similar. Then I saw her again five, in the same minibus. At meetings, they exchanged their views more gently and “casually” and didn’t arrange any more “skirmishes”, I tried to look at her only sneakily.

And so I graduated from college, I no longer travel this route and forgot about this girl. But unexpectedly met on the way to work. Half of our quarter is working behind the highway and every day I meet a lot of people at the transition, because there is only one transition.

I hurry, I have my own problems in my head and suddenly She meets. The exchange of views, the tremendous almost sexual shock of the whole body from Her, and at that moment when she unexpectedly strayed from the rhythm of knocking her heels literally at arm's length from me and I saw her eyes flashed from an unexpected meeting.

This is she and I can meet again fleetingly! And what will be the continuation? Probably only an exchange of views. Forget this bird is not your flight. And I cross it out cowardly.

Three months in a row did not see her. Stopped “scan” the crowd, on this crossing through the highway. And yesterday, she again. 8.00 am, rain and fog. Half asleep, analyzing my dream on the move, I saw a figure in front.

I recognize instantly. Feminine gait ... and for me everything is quiet around. I admire her as a mirage, and in her eyes not a single gram of excitement or embarrassment, as if he had known me for a hundred years ... his eyes in the light of neon lamps seemed blue.

In her view, Happiness, pink balloons, and my soul just laughed with joy. He came to himself, already when he reached the office. Internally laughed at himself, the rest of the way to work was thinking about her.

Cowardly Raised Intelligent with the face of a grandmother inside me decided everything for me, that one should not get acquainted with unfamiliar girls on the street and fly thoughtlessly in the clouds and that one should forget it until the evening.

- How can this even be?

- How can an unfamiliar girl "live" in my head for so long?

This is despite the fact that I have never had a lack of love and romance, and now I don’t have it.

- Probably, she doesn’t live by the same feelings that I don’t even notice me in the flow of pedestrians and do not even realize that we constantly meet with her.

- This is idiotic intellectual nonsense.

- Why does the heart freeze?

- And if we are two halves of something whole ... and my image is also also imprinted on her brain?

I understand that the whole problem in this Forward Intellectual. He does not believe in anything.

- Do you believe in that?

- In love from the first, however, such, however, long-standing view, in “two halves that find each other” - are these stupid fantasies of only romantic girls?

R.S.

Today, she dropped an umbrella in the rain in front of me in the rain. Her name is Lena. I sent an intellectual to ... go on a date ... my heart jumps out of my chest ...