She rushed at great speed, in the distance already could see the coveted city, so welcome and inviting. Mentally, she was already there, only a few kilometers to admiration or disappointment ...

My heart jumped out of my chest with anticipation and fear ... How would he meet her, what would he say, how to look? Somewhere in the depths of her soul, she doubted the correctness of her decision to go to him, but it was too late to back up, a few minutes separated her from Him ...

This is the turn he was talking about, this is an abandoned hotel, and here is a lonely silhouette, its silhouette ... Tall with military bearing, which can be seen even among retired people.

She slowed down, turning on the turn signal, he waved his hand in response. Even loud music could not drown out the beat of the heart, the excitement rolled to the throat. And so the car stopped. He stood, watched and smiled, a strange, but fascinating smile. She did not know what to do, but He was obviously waiting for her to come out. That was the first check she thought, but there was nothing to do, she slowly got out of the car and headed towards him. Her hair was disheveled from the wind and the long road, worn jeans, loose shirt in a cage - this is how she appeared before him for the first time.

Finally, he went to meet her. She understood that something must be said, but all the words seemed to evaporate, surprisingly, and he was silent, although this is not at all typical of him. One step and He was right in front of her, he raised his face with his hands and, without saying anything, kissed her. She will remember this kiss forever, so hard and tough, but at the same time passionate and deep ... She was in complete confusion, her hands fell limply, a tremor ran through her body, and her pulse beat in her temples.

Finally, he pulled back a little, looked into her eyes
- Well, how are you, girl? - he asked. She could only nod, her cheeks were burning, and there was a fog in her eyes ... - Then let's go? - he smiled.

- Yes ... - only she was able to pronounce.

They got into the car, he showed the way, he said something, joked, but she did not hear the words, his voice was like the sound of the wind, like the singing of birds, like the murmur of a stream enveloped her. His voice, which has become so familiar and familiar to her for this year, has never been so sweet.

She mechanically made turns, stops in front of traffic lights, rebuilds, while all her thoughts were about Him. She peeked in at his side, but then turned away, hiding her eyes. She was uncomfortable about what would happen next; she still felt a kiss on his lips. He saw her excitement, but did not say a word about it.

- So we arrived - he finally said - well, what are you ready for, Girl? -

The apartment was not big, but rather cozy, in general, that’s what she imagined.

- Coffee Tea? - He asked, as if they had not met for the first time and had known each other for a thousand years, - I'm sorry, but I don’t hold strong drinks. He smiled, and without waiting for an answer went into the kitchen, leaving her in confusion and solitude.

- And you take off your clothes while - came from the kitchen. Cheeks flashed not arbitrary. Although no one was looking at her, she snorted with indignation. but I couldn’t find the answer ... How to undress, how could he say that?

A few minutes later he returned with two steaming cups, the aroma of coffee filled the room.

- Well, and you said you would obey - he laughed, seeing her confused and indignant look, - it is not good to deceive, do you know about this? - He obviously enjoyed the fact that puts her in an awkward position.

- Well, well, for the first time I forgive, but I hope this will not happen again! - He put the cups on the coffee table next to the sofa, and sat down on the edge, pulled her hand towards him. Without departing from all that was said, she succumbed and after a moment was on his lap. His lips almost touched her cheeks, lips, but he did not kiss her, but only teased. Eyes radiated power and confidence. His hand was on his thigh, as if he had every right to it, with his second hand he took her back by the neck.

- Come on, kiss me, or did you come to drink coffee? She shook her head uncertainly. Their lips were a millimeter apart, and she herself unbearably wanted to cling to them. But the very posing of the question and the situation as a whole knocked her out of balance, she imagined a lot, but when she was face to face she realized that she overestimated her courage.

“Very well,” he said, pushing her away — coffee, like coffee. - she sat down next to him, he handed her a cup - do you drink like sugar free?

- Yes - finally she was able to answer.

- Well, gut - he smiled - I knew that you are not very talkative, but that is so ...

- No, just ...

- Just what?

- You just stunned me and I ... now as in a stupor.

- So it's time to get out of it - his eyes smiled slyly.

- Yes, yes, of course, I just ... well ... - and where all her vaunted education, two words can not say, although in my head just a swarm of thoughts that bring down each other. He put his hand on her knee again and squeezed it lightly:

- Well, bolder, girl ... - she did not try to free herself, but on the contrary she leaned a little forward, the desire was strong, but it was so difficult to take the first step ... But this was exactly what he was trying to achieve.

Nothing torments man more than doubt. These eternal two sides of the coin! Mind and heart, what to choose? There are many opinions, but you yourself decide it is always one, within yourself and every decision is your choice. She already made it ...

There was no silence, but all those words that were said were about nothing. She did not even listen to them. She convulsively said goodbye to that person whom she had so thoroughly recognized all this year, in order to learn something new.

Twilight outside the window plunged the room into twilight.

“I want to smoke,” she said suddenly, cutting off his speech. He smiled and, taking empty cups, silently went to the door to the kitchen, gesturing for her to go after him. She was not long in coming.

She was facing the window and eagerly drawing in acrid smoke. Why, why she cannot say, all that is happening now in her heart? No, she must take courage and ... what? I want to say you, but could you help me somehow? Funny She is not a schoolgirl. And in general, this visit was her initiative ...

Damn, what to do? No, that's all, I pass. Stupid was the idea ... We must leave ... Escape, huh! How does it feel like you ... Sweet girl with teenager complexes ...

She put out a cigarette, and was ready to turn around and say that she shouldn’t have come and all that, when he came up behind him and hugged her, whispered in her ear:

“Shhh ... don't think about anything, just trust me ...” His fingers slowly began to unbutton the buttons on the shirt, gradually exposing it. And then the shirt fell to the floor ... he ran his hand over his chest, over his swollen nipples, over his stomach. She shuddered. - Just say yes.

“Yes,” she replied. A swarm of thoughts disappeared, and only the desire remained, the desire for which she sped all those hundreds of kilometers ...

- Here's a good one - he turned her face to himself and kissed her hard on the lips. It was a completely different kiss, not the one at the meeting ..

Taking her hand he went back to the room.

“Now, undress me,” he said when they were in the middle of the room.

- How do you say, Commander! - It seemed to have something switched. (Erotic stories) In the eyes was a strange fire. In the blink of an eye, she was on her knees in front of him, unbuttoning his jeans. Certainly he was surprised, but did not show it. And his cock is in front of her face. She first gently just tongue touches him, then begins to envelop him with her lips, deeper and deeper, letting him into himself. His hands closed at the back of her head, making it impossible to pull away. In other matters, she did not want this ...

Suddenly, with a sharp movement, he lifted her and pushed her onto the sofa.

“Shhh,” he said, and pulled off her jeans. “Spread your legs — she obeyed ... Now only twilight covered her body ..”

His hands studied her, neck, chest, tummy, below ... mmm, how wet it is already there ...

But he did not hurry, caressing her charms, sometimes running his fingers inside.

- God this is unbearable ... please take me ...

He did not take long to wait

*****

Throwing her legs on his shoulders, he abruptly entered her, she gasped in surprise and pleasure at the same time.

*****

- Do you regret coming?

“Sorry,” she said. He looked at her with some surprise.

“A dream should remain a dream,” she continued, “becoming a tangible dream disappears, turning first into the desired, and then into the ordinary. Nothing can compare with the moment when the dream becomes a reality, delight and awe, joy from what has been achieved and bitterness from the loss of the desired. Pleasure, ecstasy ... and at the same time sadness ...

She smiled, looking sadly at him with her big brown eyes. He knew this look so well, and more recently he could see it from a soulless monitor. But never this look, did not touch him as now. The taste of insane pleasure and the bitterness of losing something more important is what embraces both of them.

But he warned that it would be so. Having a woman is one, having a friend is completely different, but having a woman friend is not real!

And yet ... how beautiful she is now ... Let not for long ...

She turned to him and looked intently into his eyes. There was not a word or a sigh from her, as well as from his. They simply looked at each other and understood that there was not a single word that now can somehow correspond to the truth.

Why, why do we go to the abyss? Why, why are we so desperate?

And then what? And then nothing! Rare Skype connections that will be more pleasurable than joyous. Standard greetings and goodbyes, with a hint of intimacy, a certain awkwardness, and more and more distance.

Although it may be different?