I will tell you the real story that happened almost twenty years ago. But all in order. My name is Marina, now I am 41 years old, I live with children and mother. My sex life began early and then ended for a long time, that is, the next time I was with my husband.

I was always a plump girl and looked older than her years. It happened the first time when I was at my grandmother in the village. The first man turned out to be an uncle of 35 years old. But the most interesting thing is that when it started, I fell into a stupor from his words and actions. He squeezed me saying something, and I did everything on autopilot and I was covered in wave after wave ... so warm and pleasant.

Then nothing happened for a long time, and when I turned 19, I met my future husband, Oleg. After a while we started having sex. But I did not experience what I had for the first time. Soon I got pregnant and we got married. Began to live with his parents ... a daughter was born. It seems everything is fine except for one. His father often drank and because of this, there were scandals in the house. My mother-in-law and her husband worked, and her father-in-law was at home ... then there was a hard 90s and there were problems with work. And after the next scandal, all went to work in the morning. I fed my daughter, she fell asleep, and I sat down to sew some things there. Suddenly, a dove-beared father-in-law comes into the room, sits down next to me and starts saying something to me and at the same time touches my legs. I was wearing a dressing gown. And then the unreal happens, I fall into a stupor and a wave covers me. I can not and do not want to resist, I am terribly pleased. I myself, not expecting from myself, said that it would be better on the floor, and then the bed creaks a lot.

He put his hands away and waited. I got up in the aisle between the bed and the closet on all fours, he pulled up his robe and entered me. I do not know why this happened. I still can not solve this riddle. But when a man is much older than me, I am ready to surrender to him without question. And the orgasm comes almost immediately and lasts almost to the end. With the father-in-law it lasted 4 months, then I divorced my husband and went to live with my mother. After that, of course, I had men of different ages. But when they were older than me, I simply did not understand what I was doing; I began to end from caresses and throughout the whole act. Maybe this disease is what?