My head was spinning, everything swam, I found a wall with my hand in the air, leaning on it. I feel stuffy, hard lump rests against the throat, not allowing to breathe. Julia ... How could you? The purest and most innocent creature in the world ... turned into a current and moaning fuck ...

- Boy, you refuse a great girl, - words from the room overtook me when I approached the front door. Turned around. A couple of seconds and I jumped out into the stairwell, quickly went down, ran out of the entrance and started running to the subway.

I did not reach the subway a couple of hundred meters, flopping down on a bench along the sidewalk. I do not know how much I sat out. An hour, maybe two. No, I did not cry. The eyes were dry and clear. His head was not spinning, his throat gradually receded. Time after time the imagination pulled this picture from memory. No matter how hard I tried to get her out of my head, she returned with a boomerang, hitting her mind even harder. The mash of female and male genitalia was physically nasty to chills and goosebumps. Previously, I could not even think that it would seem so disgusting to me. Good thing I didn't eat anything, otherwise I would have vomited right there. Julia ... Yulichka ... It's me. What have I done to you, Julia? And ran away. Seeing what I had done, I just ran away.

I came home at two in the morning. I was drunk. Not that much ... I was completely on my feet. But that's all. The space surrounding me floated away from my gaze somewhere to the side; I could only grab the door handle a second time. How nice that today is Friday. Tomorrow sutra, I could never get up to work. With difficulty, I took off my shoes, on the way to bed, I took off my shirt. I pulled off my pants only when I was lying on top of the blanket, under which there was not even the desire and strength to climb.

The dizziness gradually subsided until it disappeared completely, and I did not feel my other hand on my arm. The little pen of my companion in the citadel.

He lifted his head slightly, slowly led her to the side.

- Something is wrong. Has changed.

I looked at him:

- What's wrong?

- Weak communication. Its a bit. She is all with you. Here. Now.

- Let's get out of here quickly.

He obediently led me on. Pictures with Julia were present even here. But her words ... they echoed in me, giving a ghostly hope that all was not lost. Although ... do I want to hug her now? Cuddle to yourself ... I do not know. I think I want to. This is entirely my fault. And only mine. Debauchery and dirt brought my relationship with Julia into a monstrous form. But this form is still damp, it did not have time to get stronger. I hope it is not too late to tear off this mucous and sticky shell from the tender Yulina’s body by gently removing the remnants of a soft terry towel.

- We must hurry, I beg you. Our lives depend on it. Don't let us down. - I looked at him imploringly.

- Hardly.

I did not pay attention to his words. My head was full of its own. I would understand, at first, with them, but I did not want to. I did not want until the moment I’ll fix everything. I believe that everything can be fixed. She went for it for me. She loves Me. Very much. And I ... love her. I guess I always loved her. From the moment of his birth he loved. Just did not know. But now I know that. It's wonderful that I finally realized that I loved her all my life and waited for her all my life.

We entered another long corridor that curved in a semicircle. There, around the corner, I heard a terrible growl and someone's piercingly thin squeals. Barking and roaring undoubtedly belonged to hyenas. Yes, recently I failed to properly feed these creatures. And this will not happen again. I am not afraid of them. Even now I am ready to pounce on them with my bare hands and tear my throat with my teeth, feel their warm salty blood in my tongue, get to the trachea and gnaw it like a chicken bone.

We turned to the place where the sounds came from. I saw hyenas running away. Four or five, it was difficult for me to count them so quickly. In the place from which they fled, I saw a lot of blood and torn little white fluffy kittens. The severed heads, some of them chewed, the severed tiny paws lay all over the floor, the white fur was smeared with scarlet blood. They did not want to eat them. They wanted to destroy them, spoil them beyond recognition. I ran to them, fell to my knees. My eyes were filled with burning hot tears that rolled in heavy drops on my cheeks.

- Noooo !!! Nooo !!! - I yelled, raising a light little body of a little kitten, whose wild creatures did not have time to bite off the little head. He raised his glittering beads at me, blinked wearily, barely opened his mouth to meow, but could not find so much strength in himself. His eyes filled with diamond-transparent moisture, which was squeezed out of them with closed forever for centuries.

I put it on the floor. Rose and ran after the hyenas.

- Nooo! Julia!!! Forgive me, Julia! Sorry!!! Yulyayayayayayayaya, - I ran that was strength. I was not afraid of either the hyenas or the walls of the citadel. Nothing. I did not feel tired, I did not slow down my run. Running to the end of the corridor, I ran into a huge hall, similar to those that were at the very beginning of my stay in the walls of the citadel.

I ran over it. I shouted and called for Julia, I begged her to forgive me. I do not know where I ran. I ran after hyenas that I had already lost sight of. Running to the middle, I stopped, stooping, I rested my hands on my knees.

“No ... no ... no ..." I said softly already. My voice could hardly be heard except by myself. I straightened up, looked into the distance of the hall, to the end into which, it seemed to me, hyenas fled. - Julia, forgive me ... forgive ... forgive ...

Tears continued to whip on my face, blurring the image before my eyes, which made it difficult for me to peer at the end of the giant hall. I wiped the tears from my eyes with my fingers, but this did not help, after a couple of seconds they were filled with them again.

I looked around. Where is baby? I was afraid that I had lost him, but he was catching up with me in his small steps. I calmed down a bit, turned around, spreading my arms slightly so that he pressed himself against me. From the left I heard a loud growl, I turned and jumped back, could not stand on my feet and fell on my back. Four hyenas were a few steps away from me. I raised myself from my back, with my hand I tried to push the baby behind my back.

- Well, let's beasts, who is the first ?! - I was not afraid, as I was not afraid from the very first minutes when I entered these walls. I built this stronghold. This is my stronghold. These hyenas are my thoughts. And I will tear them to shreds, I will tear off their heads if they try to even touch my baby.

But I did not have time to rise, as they turned their sharp heads to the side, clenched their ears, squinting and waving tails, plaintively, stumbling in their own paws, hastily ran away, as if from a blazing flame.

Looking in that direction, I saw the outlines of a man who was coming from the far end of the hall.

I got up straight. The baby came up to me and snuggled, hiding behind my body from the approaching person.

“She ...” he said quietly, thoughtfully.

I saw him. Now I can see this person. It was Julia. She was still approaching me with the same light pace. She was wearing a blue, long, loose dress, fluttering from her movements. She came to us.

- You're well done, Seryozhenka. - Milo said she.

- What are you doing here?

- You almost did it. Behind my back is the exit from the citadel. - She bowed her head, looked down at my subconscious and smiled at him. - Poor baby. And after all he is not guilty of anything. It is good that now he will not be in this terrible place.

- How did you get here?

She spoke as if nothing had happened. I absolutely did not expect to meet her here. And therefore I simply stood by a post and only sought an answer to my question.

“I'm not the one you take me for.” I'm not a girl Julia with your work. I, Seryozha, your guardian angel. - She turned aside and slowly ... Read more →