All my adventures described below began with me after the child began an independent life, having left for study in another city. I had a lot of free time, I began to pay more attention to myself and my wishes and needs had already acquired obsession. In general, all the evening I thought only about sex and everything connected with it. And the last time connected with him was not so much. It’s probably my own fault, because of foolishness (for the most part) she broke up with her husband and lived for forty years alone, raising a child, waited and hoped for something, and got used to it. I was very active and even passionately engaged in my appearance all this time, so in my years I looked very, very well, both a figure and a face. Well, complaining and telling boring and generally not interesting stories from my not great sex life all this time I will not, but I will go over to the most important thing ...

Now I could allow to walk around the apartment completely naked, which greatly excited me. I, sitting in front of a computer and wandering around the back streets of the most vulgar sites, caressed myself with my fingers and played with a vibrator, which with great effort, choosing for a whole month and preparing myself morally, still acquired. Every day I played more and more, repeating almost all of the commercials I liked, my holes became more and more insatiable, and my pussy and ass demanded constant and active stimulation from me. In general, I seemed to have acquired sexual experience. Once on one of the sites I started playing an online game that lured me great. Every day I became more and more involved in the virtual world, where I created an image in my own image (this was a prerequisite, it was generally recommended to create a hero as close to himself as possible so that the game was more interesting). My heroine had everything like my, except for the name, it was great fun. In the game, “I” fucked all over with the same virtual heroes, controlled by living people, whom I chose in every level and also chose various situations and could be fantasized with other gamers. The game was so realistic that after a month I already lived in it and ran in the evening as obsessed with the screen, it was almost real sexual adventures, where there were absolutely no facets and prohibitions. “I” were spun by six guys at once, “my” ass was torn and filled to the brim one by one ending into it, and then I had them with a double strap-on, adding their sperm to their holes for better lubrication, and all this in an amazingly realistic picture. I was incredibly excited and finished several times during a game session, communicating with my "partners" and changing sensations. Level by level, I was drawn into the virtual world.

Once a message came from the moderator with a proposal to move to a completely different level, with the implementation of real rules. I agreed, except for a not feeble entry fee I needed to fill out a questionnaire and fulfill several conditions. One of the conditions was a medical examination at a particular medical center, they sent me a coupon with the date and time, I was very worried, but everything went as usual, no one paid attention to me, the inspection was anonymous, I wasn’t even asked to send documents. The mail received a very detailed conclusion with tips on eliminating all sorts of trivialities and the conclusion "healthy." In the game, I was automatically transferred to a completely different level, where I had been editing my data for a few more days, in the intervals between wild “sex” with new acquaintances. I transferred money to the account specified in the game several times and already began to worry about it, but suddenly one day I received a message about the beginning of a big game and my first task: I had to come to the hotel at the address that evening and masturbate until I experienced orgasm.

For two days I was very excited and could not find a place from the excitement and struggle of my modesty with depravity. On Friday I drank for courage and overpowering shame and fear, I still went, wearing black stockings for the first time and wearing shoes on the highest heels.The room is like a room with a luxurious bathroom, where I immediately dove and looked at myself for a long time in the mirror - just chic! I only had time for two hours, and I didn’t crawl into the room from the feet of excitement and fear. The curtains were opened and out of the window of the stars, though not bright, but a lantern from the street, I involuntarily stared at the window at the house opposite, but could not see anything. I lay down on the bed and slowly and not confidently began to stroke my chest, tummy and thighs. A couple of seconds and my panties were completely wet, how much I was excited. I also slowly pulled them off, remaining in some stockings and shoes, there was no way back, and I closed my eyes and licked two fingers on their clitoris. A couple of movements, smearing my juice treacherously flowing, and I did not want to stop. My body itself arched and squirmed from caresses, fingers worked with diving movements between swollen genital sponges and caressed a hillock above them.

I was breathing heavily and whined quietly, taking my time to bring myself pleasure. I really wanted to touch the anus ring with my second hand, I was already stroking my buttock, but fear and shame were still strong. Another couple of minutes and I wanted to speed up the movement on the clitoris, which I did, and the fingers of the second hand still touched the itchy hole, I could not resist and put my middle finger in my ass. The puffed up and excited labia were already squishing the sap from the penetration of the fingers, I was no longer able to stop, rubbed the clitoris, and, having strongly arched and groaned, ended violently. It was an orgasm of tremendous power, kindled by shame and fear, I jerked and darted around the bed and no longer consciously shoved the fingers of both hands in both holes. I relaxed without opening my eyes and only slightly moving my legs, giving my body more sexuality and beauty. After lying for about ten minutes and catching my breath, I rushed into the bathroom, where I left all my clothes, quickly got dressed, and jumped out into the street. Without raising my eyes, I flew home, I turned on the computer with a bubbling heart, an “super” icon stood opposite the level number and the player who had kissed me in the game and licked my pussy was already waiting for me, caressing both holes with my fingers and re-excited.

A couple of days later I received a message to arrive at the hotel again, but did not turn on the light, but just look out the window. This time I was a spectator, on the table in a vase with ice, lay an open bottle of champagne, and near the window lay binoculars and I with pleasure sipped a hissing drink, looked at the man in the opposite room, who also on the bed caressed myself, showing me my friend in all the details and perspectives. I started the handle in panties and finished almost at the same time as him. His sperm with a strong first jet splashed on his stomach and squeezed out of the crimson head, flowing down the trunk of the penis with a thick stream, which he smeared out squeezing out all new portions. I almost screamed from my orgasm, not looking up at it. Having come running home, I put on “super” and waited until this hero appears in the virtual room with me, I waited not long, according to the rules “I” should have given him a blowjob and I masterfully performed the task. I guess I’ve lost my mind, but I don’t owe anything to anyone, and why not play a game that I like and like other participants. I constantly transferred money, but the amounts were completely insignificant for me and not at all comparable with the pleasure I received, for this reason I will not mention it anymore.

The next level began with a virtual game, I come into the room as a prostitute and give blowjob to a client, I played a masterly sucking until “he” finished me in the open mouth. Immediately came the message: Are you ready for the next level? I did not hesitate to press "yes" and immediately came the address and time. My heart almost jumped out of excitement and some kind of mixed feeling of fear and excitement. Between the legs again itched and became wet. Well play like play play. I...