Once, when I was 24, I think, I went with one of the most charming girls in my life to the shore of a quiet north-western river on the outskirts of the city. We sat down on the beach, it was a sunny evening ... We started with reading poetry (I had a volume with me, and she asked me to read), but for some reason spontaneously turned to kisses. Never before in my life have I kissed so well: our French kiss with the participation of tongues turned into real sexual intercourse between two mouths stuck to each other ... The Kiss lasted for about half an hour and filled the whole body with the nectar taste that was growing ... And on the twentieth, my mouth and tongue began to orgasm, like the genitals, the orgasm reached a peak ... By the thirtieth minute, these sensations — due to satiety — began to fade. The girl felt the same way. This was my first experience of achieving orgasm not in the genital area ...

This morning (I am now alone and temporarily without a friend), while reading the book “Tanric Love” (practical guide, authors Ma Anand Sarita, Swami Anand Heho, Omega Publishing, 2006), I came across “testicle meditation” for men ... And while doing it, I felt another kind of orgasm: testicular orgasm! Here is a guide to its execution, quoted from the book:

“Lie down, preferably in a stripped form,“ on your back ”and gently take your testicles in your palm. Close your eyes and start talking to them. Tell them that they are beautiful, that you value and love them. Then ask if anyone or something is stopping them from feeling free. You may have images of people or memories, or a sense of the situation, suffocating your masculinity. Refer directly to these people or to the situation: “I again hold my testicles in my own hands. You are no longer needed here! You can leave. I am the master of my own energy. ”

Wait and see with your “inner eye” whether these people and the situation are going away. Check “feel” how your testicles feel now. Did any new color or sensation arise that was different from the previous ones? Imagine how you can express this “winning” energy in everyday life. Formulate it out loud "or at least verbally to yourself."

From myself I can add that the energy and warmth radiating from the palms caressed my testicles, causing me to have orgasmic sensations and desires to moan softly, barely audibly moaning from the diaphragm and chest. In the end, I personally recommend to present around your testicles two protective spheres, cocoons woven from the energies of love, which do not allow anything bad, painful, vampiric, or alien to your testicles to enter this area (some kind of energy antivirus as a building material for the walls of these cocoons).

Further (as the second phase) there is a meditation on the root of the lingam, but I will not begin to bring it here. Let me just say that you need to sit comfortably (just on a chair or in Turkish, in a "diamond" or "lotus") and concentrate your love and confidence in the root of the penis, imagining that there is a passage, gradually creating feelings of light and well-being there. At the same time, it is worth feeling how the crown chakra and the genital (the root of the penis) exchange energies in a circle.

Turning the page, I found a meditation called “royal liberation”, in the process of which I decided to write this story, born in my head - first of all - as a desire to write it in the form in which you are reading it now.

First, I will give a description of the “Royal Liberation” meditation ... So, under the big colorful picture on the next page, I began to read:

"Before the beginning of meditation, think about the channel leading from the crown to sex" from the "crown chakra" to the "genital chakra" ". Imagine that it is open and filled with light. This will aggravate the sensations ..."

“Through desire, man achieves his absence. Having penetrated into the very heart of desire, a person discovers what is beyond this desire, what is hidden there. This meditation was created for royals, on whom worldly cares are a heavy burden. It helps those who are overwhelmed with desires, look at the end result.

Prepare a love room, as your fantasy tells you, your love partner is covered with a veil. Food and wine are in one place, the bed is in the other, the bath is in the third. The air should be filled with aromas, and your whole body should be quivering after the massage performed by your slave (that is, your love partner) with oils. You should not have any clothes on you, except for "perhaps" a thin silk shirt. This is the night of satisfying all your desires that you have only dreamed of. Your partner must kneel down and wait for your orders. Open the channel “from the“ crown chakra ”to the“ genital chakra ”, blessed by the Master, and ask whatever you wish. This is the main rule. Every moment you must follow them exactly. Rest is not allowed. At every moment, your confidence in desire directs your speech and actions. Your love partner is here only to fulfill all your desires. Continue in this direction, no matter what emotions you experience. Exhaust yourself with your desires. In an hour you can cry like a baby. Continue to express your desires until their deepest roots are revealed. Then you should meditate alone on the stars and the night sky "it is desirable, but not necessary ... you can meditate alone while sleeping, representing the night star sky" ...

... This meditation can be repeated until you have no desires at all. The one who looked into their root is free from them ...

... Try not to make a gap between two meditations for more than a week - then your experience will be more successful ... ”

“Meditation can be performed, as I understood, at least threefold:

1. if you are one (one) - just imagine yourself, visualize it all

2. To lie down with your eyes closed (perhaps - after a massage of your body by a partner) next to your partner, who is watching you and is - sitting, lying next to you. Representing, visualizing, you tell everything to a partner, and he plays the role of your “virtual” servant and responds verbally, fully playing along with your desires, telling how he satisfies them. In the process, the “serving party” can move on to real play-up or begin to lightly touch and caress certain parts of the fantasizing partner’s body without bringing it to orgasm (or trying not to bring ... however, after the orgasm you can continue) parties change roles.

3. Same as paragraph 2, but you do not fantasize, and after the announcement of the desire of the "dominant" side, the "serving" side immediately helps to fulfill the desire in reality "Here, after all, there are restrictions associated with pain, hostility or harm to health. Therefore, as in the SM-game, it is necessary to stipulate in advance a “stop word”, “stop signal”, according to which, however, instead of execution, the “serving” party can switch to such a desire from option 2, i.e. - just pronouncing, not performing. ".

Further, I give an example of my fantasies while performing this meditation, that is, I describe what I felt ...

So, I imagined a nice, intimate shaded room in a warm climate. In the center was a bed with a translucent canopy, in the corner - a small pool-bath with small, quiet dumbbell (s) (30 cm) against the wall. At the bed - so that you can reach out with your hand - a table with various fruits, refreshing and sweet drinks and a small selection of wines. In the corner was a sado-Mazo machine for securing slaves and other M-accessories.

There was a scent of incense in the air. The window was open, birds chirping behind it.

So, there, of course, a partner was waiting for me. One of my desires (I would say - one of the main ones) for some reason turned out to be a desire for a girl ...