your games, I want the same, but Ramina, you won’t believe them - half with this postscript: my services are 2 thousand per hour, 6 thousand - night + 500 rubles. separately for the rain. Efficient! I died a second time, they offered me something from which I had escaped for years like a plague. They did not understand with whom I ended up staying! Horror, gloom, in the trash!

And there was one thing, I emphasize your attention, one letter, the only thing - warm praise, good wishes. I felt that if I still wrote something worthwhile, this person would read it with pleasure. There was smoldering ember of normal human interest in the problem. ”

Below - the earth, no matter how spacious it may seem, it is a miserable creation in comparison with the universe where the power of flight is realized. What is the answer from below? Vodka, stocks for the winter, canned food, crackers, dumplings, lobsters, mayonnaise, sausage, sausages, pancakes, dumplings, pancakes, crab sticks, again vodka, beer, champagne, shortbread, sausage cheese, herring, beer, beer, vodka, vodka , marijuana, appetizer, dill, sprats, gastritis, diarrhea, kebab, ulcer, uterine myoma, chamomile decoction, chocolate, thyroid, vodka, vodka, boat and pullets, the best movie is wine, movies, wine and dominoes, hangover ,. .. kefirchik, marshmallow and a warm sortirchik ..., yogurt, dried fruit, mineral water without gas, flatulence, laxative, a lot of vodka ...

“By the way, the other day I found my notes about 18–19 years old, such a coincidence, by analogy with the name“ ... 1 day in the life of the lady ”-“ 5 first days of serving the Lady, or Slavery of the Lady Boss, ”a symbolic coincidence. Then I tried to write something non-pornographic, and the experience did not allow me to write something more sophisticated than a group forced copy, etc.

Recently, my bottom gave me a "History O", it is strange that I still have not looked. And the question arose: on the one hand, “Justine”, “9 1/2 weeks”, “Pianist”, the same “History of O.”, partly “11 minutes”, and on the other - only “Venus in furs” (or I missed something?). Clearly, most people are only interested in the degrading scenes themselves - that is, purely for excitement, but if the story about the lady and the slave / slave, since the start of the meeting, is spontaneous, not by thematic announcement, where there are no words “Lady” and ", Skin and machine tools, but a purely intellectual game, enslavement. For example, you can read sado-maso action, and you can like Henry Miller - the usual life story, and as if by the way - he beats a pregnant wife, a neighbor in sexual dressing-up runs, leans over a battered one, and in the meantime he raises a dressing gown and .. . both in the process pretend that nothing is happening, so that the victim does not guess anything. And in the description of sexual and not only scenes, clearly the emphasis is on enjoying the humiliation of the object, not owning it, but between where the words about the gentlemen, the slaves, this is the humiliation of everyday life. ”

“So, why femdomnye texts can be written and published. This is how I think the following options:

• Sophisticated masochism + exhibitionism of the author. Public demonstration of their vices to get even more humiliation with enjoying them. At the core - painful demonstrative. Important is the negative reaction of readers! The nastier - the sweeter!

• The same, but to receive “internal high” from public humiliation. Something like Rubens syndrome. The reaction of readers - is indifferent, just to achieve a sweet shock within the individual.

• Literary vanity. The desire to publish at least in any area. It is probably characteristic of the failing writers who are trying to materialize in the “fried” genre, having failed to do so in the generally accepted literature.

• Desire to “stake out” yourself in the topic of Femdom in order to find like-minded people for subsequent literary contacts. Join the clan of SM-writers. And he exists, I know ...

• Sexual bravado mistress or saba. Look how everything went with me! Not that you all have! Envy losers!

• The need to experience repeated pleasures experienced by events, looking at them as if from the side. After all, when you read your story in a journal or on a website, it causes a fundamentally different reaction than from the monitor screen in your office. The publication itself distances the text from the author. They already exist separately. The umbilical cord has disappeared.

• As the door to the world of BDSM. Well, let's say, to search for mrs. Or saba. Although not, it uses forums, chat rooms, guestbooks, but with a baggage of published stories with good reviews, probably a bigger rating.

• Love for the Internet. The desire to see oneself in sites, for any reason, and if it turns out in this topic, then why not? However, I’ve probably dried up, tired and repeated. ”

“... This is when you want dirt. Just bathe in this mud and then hate yourself. Or go in something, not necessarily for the benefit of themselves, to the end. For example, in disgust. For example, to yourself, to the slave, to all this sado-Mazo, etc. To reach the edge and look what is behind him. Erotic failed? - Oh no. I achieved success in my disgust, asexuality - which is given to me with great effort, unlike natural sexuality. I do not watch this video, because it does not meet my aesthetic taste, but with pleasure I can remember this disgust, which helped to open a new facet in the Topic through it. I guess I do not express myself. Here is another example: you need to reach the highest point of chaos so that a logical order arises.

I still look differently - with a short haircut, in a completely different image, which I change in my sessions. I remember, there was a moment in “Pulp Fiction” - Uma Thurman puts on a black wig and transforms. Damn attractive double life. And now ... I am incredibly excited by that intoxicating feeling of power over my new slave ... "

“... I AM GRATEFUL TO THE FEMDOM! He freed me, freed me from complexes, idiotic conventions, lies to myself and women. It's like after a long journey along a difficult route, you come home. And you understand that you want to live only here. And no longer pulls anywhere. Everything is mine here! I do not need to get out, invent pretexts, adjust situations. But the path is necessary. Both tests and errors.

What is easily achieved, then not appreciated! Paradox: they put on a collar - he felt freedom, tied his hands - and became relaxed, knelt down at his beloved legs - and rose to his full height. This intoxicating freedom from Femdom, from my pet. I look at what I want, ask and get what I like, I admire what I really admire!

So, that personal creativity is my duty to Themdom, as I managed, I gave it so. ”

How do we look from the side? Yes, we look cool! One wing is blue, the other is pink, the chest is hardened spike steel, the tail is leather, the feather is latex. Claws - the exhausted ecstasy of fetishists. An ardent gaze and a passionate heart, a mind fluttering in sparks of sparks and iridescent romanticism in the soul. And all of love ...

Boundless sky The sun is setting in the sunset. Slower pace - twilight will come - you will see the diamond sky in the constellations, a little faster and the flight will be equal to the movement of the light - you will not get tired of watching the sunset, and if you add speed you will catch up with it and drive in again. More precisely, you will fly. Because in flight! This is the Flight!

Flight Deviator!