I can't find peace from love.
Day and night - I'm always on the road.
Shakespeare, 27th Sonnet
It barely gets dark, I go to the bald patch,
where on the benches sit in flocks
merry ephebes ... and, hesitated,
on someone hold my eyes ...
And this someone - Vova or Vanya,
Valera, Vladislav or Vadim -
I smile, gracefully rise.
That's all ...
I follow him.
The boy has a short haircut,
alluring roundness of hemispheres ...
Ay, seductive boy! ..
I'm gonna catch you up now,
and ... not sly, you are businesslike
talk to me about the price, -
I immediately count the bucks, as if
the thought of money is unbearable to me, -
unmet by half
tired of the only thing to wait ...
Yes, I am alone ...
Of course, with vaseline ...
Three stops ...
... old bed,
the witness of the groans and groans
shelter us ... I will hug you -
at the crossroads
meetings and partings
we will plunge into dreams in reality ...
Yesterday was Sasha,
between two sexes
who told his story ...
The day before yesterday was Vasya ... or Vitya? ..
Today you, my boy ...
I love you!
I'm going through life from nowhere ...
You walk through life nowhere ...
We are pilgrims seeking a miracle ...
And there is no miracle ...
And again, as always,
forgetting the fare, kissing you on the lips,
without thinking where you met,
all night I will be Adrian,
imagining that you are my Antinous ...
You'll say,
that your name is Sergey ...
or Denis, - one, and two, and three
we will warm each other in bed
breath unmet love -
caress all night I'll be your body ...
your lips izomnu ...
You will work the fee skillfully ...
The night will end ... The arms will break ...
You will arise for a moment from nowhere,
to evaporate nowhere,
and I will not hold you -
not a miracle you ...
And again, as always,
evening will come - I will go to the bald patch
where flocks of funny sit
careless ephebes ...
and hesitating
I will stop someone to look ...
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here is Vova ...
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and it was fun here, laughter was heard ...
cold waves crash into moles,
and seagulls crying shrill about those
cheerful and young, left the sea -
returning to the troubles ridiculous country:
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I love you so much...
Shakespeare, 96th Sonnet
Leaving you
to come back again ...
Come in
to leave again ...
Here -
I did not have time to look back
and you're on the road again ...
And again I wonder: where are you?
And again
I do not sleep at night ...
a little smoldering fire cigarettes:
jealous, suffering, love ...
You are young ...
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