From early childhood I keep my personal diary. In it, I write down my thoughts, experiences, feelings. What you read further, I wrote down three years after the events I described. With the maximum precision in these mean and solitary phrases, I managed to reproduce one of the brightest moments of my life. A fragment of the diary is given with explanations and clarifications.

... it happened seven years ago. I was in the seventh grade at that time, I didn’t wander around the streets, I was sitting at home, reading books and learning lessons. Naturally, he studied well enough. He didn’t even think about sex at that time, and of course he was a virgin. I went to the swimming section. Together with us engaged and girls. All in closed swimsuits, some already clearly manifested chest. I always took water glasses with me to dive and look at them underwater. Sometimes I noticed that they, too, were looking at me, and sometimes even out of the water, for example, when I walked from the locker room to the stairs to go down into the water. Leaving the pool, I always immediately went home ... to go somewhere else I didn’t have in my thoughts. But once an exception occurred.

That day, I went home as usual after the voyage. All my friends from the pool lived in the other side of the city, so I always came back alone. It was the middle of spring, but it was overcast and it was drizzling. I opened the umbrella and went to the bus stop. I was already so used to returning along this route that, not paying attention to anything, I stood under an umbrella and waited for my bus. Therefore, I did not immediately notice the girl standing nearby. She read the book with a bored look, small drops fell directly on the pages, she did not have an umbrella and she could not hide from the rain either ... the stop was without a roof. She appeared to be about 17-18 years old, and if I consider that I was only 13, then the age difference is obvious. Blond hair, bangs on the forehead, longer back, brown eyes, thin, fairly long nose, long cut of the lips. She was a little taller than me, about half the size of her head. Her jacket has already gotten wet, but it seems that she did not pay any attention to it. I felt uncomfortable that I was standing under an umbrella, and she was getting wet, so I plucked up the courage and approached her. Greeting and paying attention to the weather, I suggested that she use my umbrella, or rather, just stand together under it. Laughing and calling me a good boy, she agreed. She put the book in her purse, and we stood before each other. I had to lift my head a little to see her face. Otherwise, I would only see her neck. She started the conversation, but I didn’t stop myself either, but I calmly and calmly answered her questions ... what I do, where I study, where I come from, and so on. In my turn, I learned that her name is Sveta, she is studying in the first year of the institute and is going home from class now. I naturally did not ask her about her age, remembering well the parental words that it is extremely indecent to ask such questions to female persons. I cautiously asked which bus she was waiting for. It turned out the same as me. I didn’t want to let her go, I was even afraid to get on the same bus with her, I thought that she might assume that I had become attached and did not want to let her go. But suddenly the rain stopped, and the sun peeped out. And then I found a way out. The bus was not there and it was necessary to hurry with the decision. And I found it. I suggested that she take a walk on the bus route, citing good weather. She agreed. And we went along the footpath. I was not embarrassed by girls and did not hesitate. But this concerned my contemporaries. Sveta was older than me, and therefore I felt some shyness. And if we also take into account the fact that she took a clearly dominant role in the conversation, then we can say that I was obviously shy.But we went, talked about all sorts of things, and I gradually came back to normal. But when I became fully comfortable, she suddenly stopped and said that we had already arrived and that was her house. I was upset because it was a pity to leave. But there was nothing to do. We said goodbye, she crossed the road and headed for the house. When she entered the porch, I went on.

By that time, I was already interested in the female sex and the relationship between the sexes. On weekends, I always tried to watch an erotic show on TV, but watched without sound so that my parents would not hear. I always got a dick from only one type of naked female breast, and if I could see something else on TV, then I literally felt the blood flow in my penis. Once I rested with my parents on the sea. We went to the “wild beach”, and when we came out from behind the stones, we saw a tanning naked woman. More precisely, her parents saw her, and I only caught a glimpse, because I was following them. But that was enough for me. The member treacherously twitched and stood up, ridiculously raising the fabric of the shorts. Parents, of course, noticed, but I still took off my cap and, like a fool, I carried it at the groin level.

But it was a little earlier, and that day I returned home lost in thought. I did not notice how I got to the house, I answered all the questions of my parents about the school and other things out of place and what was the matter. In general, did not behave as always. At night I had strange dreams. In these dreams everything was intertwined ... and the girls from the pool, and Sveta, her face, and others, some other faces ... I had a wet dream. But not the first.

The next time after the pool, I did not wait for the bus, and went on foot. And passing by the house of Sveta, I specifically looked at the windows and, oh Miracle! I saw her in the window. She also saw me, smiled, waved her hand to me, opened the window, and shouted that she would come down. She came up to me, we greeted her and she said that now she is preparing for classes and is very busy. And so I after the next lesson in the pool necessarily went to her. She gave me the floor and apartment number. Then we said goodbye, and I literally flew home on the wings of joy.

The following swimming lesson fell on Wednesday. Needless to say that on this day I could not do anything. The mere thought that I was going to visit Sveta today literally threw me out of bed in the morning. The lessons at school stretched painfully for a long time, because of carelessness and inability to answer the elementary question, I got a deuce, but I was not upset. Although earlier two for me was an extreme rarity. In the pool, too, I behaved in a strange way. Although I am swimming very well, but this time I sailed to the finish line only the fourth and the coach seriously attended to my health. But at last the classes were over and I almost did not dry out, disheveled, ran into the street. I walked quickly to the luminous house, entered the staircase, took the elevator to the required floor and rang her apartment with a shaking hand. Nobody opened it for a long time, but finally the door opened and I saw it. Do I have to say that I saw the Light in a completely different light? One thing when I saw her on the street, and quite another thing in the house. Through the fabric of the home sweater, the chest clearly showed through. Yes, not some kind of bumps there, like my peers, but a fully formed female breast. Looking up from her chest, I said “hello!” And entered the apartment. Her mother, Olga Sergeyevna, went out into the corridor, and I was a little upset. It would be much better if Light would be alone in the house. Greeting politely, I took off my jacket, boots, put on slippers and walked with Sveta into her room. Then her mother came and said that we would soon have tea. Then she went to the kitchen and we were left alone. I sat on the sofa, she was on the chair. This time I started the first conversation. After 10 minutes Olga Sergeevna came and called us to drink tea. Her mother was quite a nice woman and left me a good impression of myself. We drank tea and I decided it was time to leave, for the first time everything went very well. And Sveta said she was holding me.I blushed terribly and even became indignant, said that the boys were escorting the girls, and not vice versa, but Sveta laughed and said that it was on the street now ...